peh.fuuhhh.perghh
Thursday, April 22, 2010
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4/22/2010 08:41:00 AM
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manusia x pernah rasa puas
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
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4/20/2010 02:02:00 AM
hey kids.hmm as usual i only update my blog when sumtin bothers me.haih.susah nk ckp.rite now im in the middle of sumtin i dun want to care.but i have to.kerana memutuskan silatirrahim itu adalah berdosa.cant say its not my fault 100% coz not everyone is perfect.life is as it is.recently a friend of mine made a nasty judgment of me without confronting me or make a bckgrnd check first.i seriously do not appreciate this.thank goodness those who knows the truth supported me in so many ways.but this person, just refuse to evn meet me.truth be told i want to settle this once and for all.but smehw i jadi malas.kerna perkaranya remeh.seolah2 budak2 yg berperangai tidak matang.salahkah jika i buat bodoh?salah je sebenarnye.haih.manusia manusia. x bolehkah kau berkongsi kegembiraan dgn org lain daripada berdengki dan membenci? wtv.i'l try to settle this asap.
ps: btw,life is at its fullest rite now.Alhamdulillah.will tell u abt it later :)
ps: btw,life is at its fullest rite now.Alhamdulillah.will tell u abt it later :)
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:)
Friday, April 9, 2010
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4/09/2010 09:55:00 PM
i know sometimes annoy u. but i cant help it when i miss u.
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twisted love
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
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3/31/2010 07:13:00 AM
twisted love is basically kind of....twisted.haha.we like but we hate.we care but we dont.we miss but we ditch.we dont tell but we know.we text but we dun expect a reply.we show ourselves in public but we go play hide n seek.we talk but we curse each other more than we talk.we never ever say 'i love u'.it'll ruin the whole twisted thing.we dun camwhore.we spend time tgether but we'll forget abt it.we pay for each others' drink but we never buy each other anythg.we sleep tgether but we never go on a date.we hate the fact that there's a we in this twisted relationshp.we tend to keep quiet when we should say somethg.we kiss each other on the cheek but we never hold hands.we never say 'thank u' unless we mean it.we never really mean what we say.we never expect anythg from each other.we touch and we touch some more.we are not friends and we are not enemies.we are just two living beings stuck in a twisted relationshp. :D
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coz im strong enough
Monday, March 29, 2010
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3/29/2010 06:59:00 AM
i know i am strong enough..
- to be content with myself
- to make me happy by my own
- to live my life to the fullest everyday
- to live for my future,guided by my past
- to be there when somebdy needs me
- to love the people around me
- to take challenges
- to be sad
- to cry for u
- to long for u
- to cling to u
- to let u go
and i prsy every single day for God to let me live this life under His Kerahmatan n Keberkatan.amin :)
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cant say i like u,but i do adore ur way of living
Monday, March 22, 2010
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3/22/2010 05:22:00 AM
dear you,
haih.i feel like saying this to u personally.tp i cant.x mau u poyo lebih.and x mau u pk dianne poyo pulak.haha.i may mean nothing to u.but u definitely mean something to me.dianne pk, im just a girl yg u lepak with,malas nk layan kadang2,hanya cari bila perlu.but i dun really care.i prefer it that way.kadang2 la.kdg2 u annoy me jugk.esp when u reply my txt pendek2.hesh.tp to me, u r like a brother,a lover, a friend. i like to listen when u talk.its as if u had a long life befre and telling me ur experiences n such.padahal.sama je life u dgn org lain.cuma,maybe it came frm u.lain dari semua orang.u chill a lot.i mean really a lot.u dun care what other thinks.as long as u're fine with urself n get to move on with life.reminds me a lot of my dad.and to u, ur parents and ur academic are ur priorities.u play safe a lot.i can tell on how u handle things.be it academic,scandals and money.but u still get to mingle and not lose out on ur social life.u ignore me too much that some times i dun mind finding u.tho its not how im suppose to function.eh, tp jgn pk yg bukan2.im not inlove with u.but i feel like i need a person like u in my life.to sedarkn where i went wrong and what i shud do.like i said ,coz u chill.i still remember when u said "npe nk buat bnda senang jd complicated?".itu adalah benar.i'l hold on to that.so when u told me that our secret rendevous shud be stopped.i cm down.not because i dun get to do things with u *ada la sket sbenarnye*.but i'll miss listening to u.ur views.ur future plannings.just everything u want to do.i get a lot from 2-3 hours of spending time with u.hmm.i may be wrong in making u as an example in my life.tp i believe in what i believe.thank you so much for making me ur friend.i'll miss u.a lot.just hope soon we'll meet again.*hugs*
sincerely, Dianne.
haih.i feel like saying this to u personally.tp i cant.x mau u poyo lebih.and x mau u pk dianne poyo pulak.haha.i may mean nothing to u.but u definitely mean something to me.dianne pk, im just a girl yg u lepak with,malas nk layan kadang2,hanya cari bila perlu.but i dun really care.i prefer it that way.kadang2 la.kdg2 u annoy me jugk.esp when u reply my txt pendek2.hesh.tp to me, u r like a brother,a lover, a friend. i like to listen when u talk.its as if u had a long life befre and telling me ur experiences n such.padahal.sama je life u dgn org lain.cuma,maybe it came frm u.lain dari semua orang.u chill a lot.i mean really a lot.u dun care what other thinks.as long as u're fine with urself n get to move on with life.reminds me a lot of my dad.and to u, ur parents and ur academic are ur priorities.u play safe a lot.i can tell on how u handle things.be it academic,scandals and money.but u still get to mingle and not lose out on ur social life.u ignore me too much that some times i dun mind finding u.tho its not how im suppose to function.eh, tp jgn pk yg bukan2.im not inlove with u.but i feel like i need a person like u in my life.to sedarkn where i went wrong and what i shud do.like i said ,coz u chill.i still remember when u said "npe nk buat bnda senang jd complicated?".itu adalah benar.i'l hold on to that.so when u told me that our secret rendevous shud be stopped.i cm down.not because i dun get to do things with u *ada la sket sbenarnye*.but i'll miss listening to u.ur views.ur future plannings.just everything u want to do.i get a lot from 2-3 hours of spending time with u.hmm.i may be wrong in making u as an example in my life.tp i believe in what i believe.thank you so much for making me ur friend.i'll miss u.a lot.just hope soon we'll meet again.*hugs*
sincerely, Dianne.
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i miss being ms.nerd
Thursday, March 18, 2010
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3/18/2010 06:51:00 AM
story of my life. searching for the truth.but it keeps avoiding me.haha.merepek.
haih....yes i do miss being ms.nerd.at one point of my 20 years of living,i was devoted to my books.academic books,bukan comics.tp nw,dugaan dunia ini menggugat iman dan fikiran ku.adoyai! manusia mmg lemah. oh diri, kemana kau hanyut? dahulu,bukulah sumber kehidupanku.bukulah teman setiaku.x pernah mengecewakn ku.sentiasa ada walau dirinya tak diusik.walau dirinya di stack2 byk2.walau dirinya hanya dimenungkan.sungguh sabar buku2 ini dgnku.x pernah complain.x pernah marah.hanya menunggu aku.setia sungguh buku2 pada ku. cuma aku yg lalai. aku yg lupa.aku yg mengecewakn.tp mungkin,hari ini,esok atau lusa,akan ku jenguk2 dirimu wahai buku.akan ku temani malam mu.akan ku ceriakn siang mu.akan ku kembali pada hidup lama ku bersama mu. tunggulah aku buku.sesungguh nya hanya dirimu yg bisa mengubah pemikiran dan gaya hidupku. buku, sunyi pemikiran intelektualku tanpa mu. sekarang aku hanya boleh merepek tanpa isi.gamble je apa yg perlu.dahsyat perangai ku sekarang. usah khuatir buku. akan ku sianri hidup mu dgn kerajinan ku.tunggu lah aku buku.tunggu k.jgn lari :)
haih....yes i do miss being ms.nerd.at one point of my 20 years of living,i was devoted to my books.academic books,bukan comics.tp nw,dugaan dunia ini menggugat iman dan fikiran ku.adoyai! manusia mmg lemah. oh diri, kemana kau hanyut? dahulu,bukulah sumber kehidupanku.bukulah teman setiaku.x pernah mengecewakn ku.sentiasa ada walau dirinya tak diusik.walau dirinya di stack2 byk2.walau dirinya hanya dimenungkan.sungguh sabar buku2 ini dgnku.x pernah complain.x pernah marah.hanya menunggu aku.setia sungguh buku2 pada ku. cuma aku yg lalai. aku yg lupa.aku yg mengecewakn.tp mungkin,hari ini,esok atau lusa,akan ku jenguk2 dirimu wahai buku.akan ku temani malam mu.akan ku ceriakn siang mu.akan ku kembali pada hidup lama ku bersama mu. tunggulah aku buku.sesungguh nya hanya dirimu yg bisa mengubah pemikiran dan gaya hidupku. buku, sunyi pemikiran intelektualku tanpa mu. sekarang aku hanya boleh merepek tanpa isi.gamble je apa yg perlu.dahsyat perangai ku sekarang. usah khuatir buku. akan ku sianri hidup mu dgn kerajinan ku.tunggu lah aku buku.tunggu k.jgn lari :)
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