it's nice to feel special

Thursday, February 18, 2010 at 2/18/2010 12:56:00 AM
yesterday was nice. a long drive through the night. laughing and sharing thoughts. and yes i was with a He. he took me out to feed each others' loneliness. sadly he meant nothing to me as i were to him. but it was special. maybe it is because he doesnt do this with others(not that i know of and so hope im right). truth be told i am not really used to being pampered by a male figure other than my dad or brothers before. though last nite's outing was a routine actually,but is was better than usual. it was longer and more open to each other. i dare not say anything serious as i do not intend it to be. he told me stories that inspire me in a way that it make me look back to my immatureness. to share a moment in time like that with a guy is called emotional suicide coz for most of the girls out there, it how u fall in love. but to me its just mutual needs or as they say,friends for benefit. ok enough said. it wudnt be called a scandal if it os not a secret right? hehe :D

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