questions i desperately want to know the answers to..

Wednesday, January 5, 2011 at 1/05/2011 03:20:00 PM
i have a few questions bothering me these days..and im dying to know the answers..pls gve me signss..

1. Do u...?
2. Have i...?
3. Am or was i...?
4. Are we...?
5. But why do...?
6. How is...?
7. When will...?
8. Is there...?
9. Are you...?
10. Why not?


Thursday, November 25, 2010 at 11/25/2010 03:23:00 AM
if i like u so much.Why cant i write a poem for you?
Could it be that u r not the One?

the hardest part of all..

Friday, October 8, 2010 at 10/08/2010 11:53:00 PM
yes it was hard.i thnk to everyone pun it is hard.saying goodbye.not as easy as it sounds.i've been saying good bye a lot since i can recall.but usually its when they leave me.but this time it was different.i decided to leave.i didnt know why i made the decesion to leave.especially to leave someone who made a difference to my were there when no one else was.u know how difficult it is to be part of my life.but u that we're so close, i become insecure of my own feelings.i just know that someday someone will get hurt.and i dont want that to happen.and so i opt to say goodbye now.its the only way to reduce the pain in that im on a holiday gives me time n space to think that life is not just about fun and a grown woman now.i shall think of wats good for me and my family.hal keduniaan can wait.selesaikn hal yg memerlukan kita di akhirat sana nanti.

ps: i hope i'l do just fine.


Wednesday, July 21, 2010 at 7/21/2010 03:49:00 AM
"fear is when u do not know what u want"

dear guy,

Wednesday, July 14, 2010 at 7/14/2010 09:23:00 PM
i am confused.irritated.vulnerable.

please dont hurt me :(


im not a boy :(

Wednesday, June 30, 2010 at 6/30/2010 11:46:00 PM
lately i've been very2 bz with dragonboat,assignmnts and classes.hmm.why this entry? dgr ini cerita dulu...
LOKASI: cafe HB1
lelakiA : dianne, bila u nk ada boyfriend huh? i nk gk duhh tgk siapa boyfriend u nanti.
dianne : (diam seribu bahasa :s)
lelakiB : agak ah! u slalu lepak dgn lelaki2 tp x ada boyfriend.apa barang?
dianne : (dah x tau nk pk ape dah)
lelakiA: oh lupa, u kan lelaki mana main boyfriend2 nih.(gelak cm setan)
dianne :(dalam hati bermonolog kata2 sedih utk diri sendiri (hampir nangis juga)) kan dgr.sakit lagi yg merasai.cuba define sikit Diyana Lamin mcm mana.Diyana=rambut panjang+manja+gedik+suka baju bunga2. x cukup perempuan kah itu?masalahnya yg menjadi issue kpd jantan2 x guna ini ialah.Dianne=gelak kuat2+mencarut+lepak ngan lelaki. =.=' .bodoh.if its just these two guys yg ckp cmtu kesah la.ini.ramai pula la kn.
dgr cerita ni lak.
LOKASI: library
dianne:eh Ali(bukan nama sebenar), mana girl yg u slalu stdy sama tuh.(nada bergurau)
Ali:mana ada!eh, u tau x nama dia nk sama ngan nama roomate i.
dianne:eeee.gila gay u!
Ali:mana ada i gay.i nk usha u sorg je, lupa u kan lelaki.kira gay la i ni kn.
dianne:BODOH!(sambil angkat kening ziana zain)
see.dis people are treating me as if im a boy.Ya Ampun.diri ku selembut2 perempuan tau x.
ok2.listen to this lak.
Abu(bukan nama sebenar) :pergh! dianne da ada six packs duhh!da mcm Malek Noor aku tgk.
dianne:ahaha! i x la sehebat u kan Abu.
Abu:mana ada.u skali row nk terbalik boat kot!
dianne:very funny Abu!
hmm.cant say much dah.i cant stop them from saying that.dah dorg pk cmtu.nk wat cne :(
anyways.those who know me well will know how much of a girl i am :)

denial of the truth 2

Sunday, May 30, 2010 at 5/30/2010 05:27:00 PM
aaaaarrrgghhhhh!!its weird weird i cant even look at their faces.its a good thg i got this page to release my sufferings.dun thnk i can go on with them anormally anymre.what started as a joke was taken seriously by them.why cant they just play along? is it so hard? ek eleh tetibe nk emo2.padahal dorg cool je.ak yg emo lebih ni.its distructing my attention and total behaviour.damn it!no no no.i cant be this weak.or can i? aih!i made a promise to them,i almost broke it.maybe i did.but i manage to fool them and continue with the rest of the plan.haaa.nk tau plan? no no no.x bole xbole.wtv it is.i hope my emotions does not affect my work.i've been doing good all this while. i cant let sumthg small get in my way.but what's bothering me is that.what are they thinking.they?him?her?should i make a conv trying to solve it?let them know how i felt abt tak boleh.nanti disyaki cool?uneasy lah.omg omg omg!im stuck!stuck in what?i dunno.smebdy pls.anybdy pls.please dont bring it up anymre.

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