i wish not to say goodbye

Tuesday, January 26, 2010 at 1/26/2010 12:19:00 PM | Posted by dianne lamin
Im
all my bags are packed im ready to go
im standing here outside ur door
i hate to wake u up to say goodbye
but the dawn is breaking
it's early morn,the taxi is waiting
he's blowing his horn already
im so lonesome i could die
so kiss me and smile for me
tell me that u'll wait for me
hold me like u'll never let me go
cause im leaving on a jet plane
i dont know when i'll be back again
Oh babe, I hate to go
Im
there's so many times i've let u down
so many times i've played around
I'll tell u now they dont mean a thing
every place i go i think of u
every song i sing i sing for u
when i came back
i'll wear ur wedding ring
so kiss me and smile for me
tell me that u'll wait for me
hold me like u'll never let me go
Cause im leaving on a jet plane
dont know when i'll be back again
Oh babe, i hate to go
now the time has come to leave u
one more time oh let me kiss u
and close ur eyes
and i'll be on my way
dream about the days to come
when i wont have to leave alone
about the times i wont have to say
Oh kiss me and smile for me
tell me that u'll wait for me
hold me like u'll never let me go
cause im leaving on ajet plane
dont know when i'll be back again
Oh babe, i hate to go
im leaving on a jet plane
dont know when i'll be back again
Oh babe, i hate to go
leaving on a jet plane
leaving on a jet plane
leaving on a jet plane
leaving on a jet plane
leaving on a jet plane
(leaving on a jet plane)
i heard this song last nite. totally fell in love with it.soothing gila lagu ni.if u guys have watched Armageddon, this song Ben Affleck nyanyi fr his wife before he left.sweet sgt2.
this song is entitled LEAVING ON A JET PLANE by Chantel Kreviazuk

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diri ini

Sunday, January 24, 2010 at 1/24/2010 10:12:00 PM | Posted by dianne lamin
setinggi mana tupai melompat..akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga..begitu juga manusia kawan2..sehebat mana pn diri kita ini pasti akan tiba satu saat kita kalah dlm permainan kita sendiri..sy berkata2 bukan utk menuding jari kemana2 pihak, tp utk kita semua ambl pengajaran dan cuba utk tidak mengulangi kesalahan org lain..

pernah satu ketika diri ini sungguh riak dan takbur dgn kehebatan yg x ramai orang lain miliki..kehebatan ini juga dikagumi sesetengah manusia yg bukan dr jantina sendri..kehebatan diri ini sendiri telah mendatangkn byk kebaikan(atleast yg disangka baik) kpd diri ini..hidup makin lancar tiada susah dan senantiasa happy..oleh dgn kehebatan yg dimiliki..hati ini sgt kering utk merasai emosi..oleh itu utk diri ini,emosi itu terletk di tangga akhir skali..pabila org lain mahu melibatkn emosi dgn diri ini..dgn pantas diri ini mempertikaikan dan mempermainkan emosi itu..seolah perasaan itu hanyalah kertas yg boleh di robek2..diri ini bangga dgn kejatuhan org lain..entah mengapa sifat senstve yg sepatutnya ada pd diri ini lenyap bak malam yg gelap..

namun, kita bukan lah Nabi..tiada yg sempurna pd diri ini..telah hampir sekian lama mengkering kn hati ini..tiba2,emosi yg tidak sepatutnya hadir,lagi haram jika merasai.tiba2 ada.kacau bilau hati diri ini. hidup tak keruan. di timpa perasaan sendiri. tetapi apa yg diri ini sedar, ia bukanlah cinta. cuma perhatian, atau mungkin kedua2nya salah hanya diri ini memandai2 jaga hati. diri ini mula merasa cemburu dan gila kuasa. masalahnya, diri ini mahukan sesuatu yg dari awal lagi bukan dicipta utk diri ini. tetapi mengapa di cari? mengapa di seru?

wahai diri sendiri, sedarlah engkau. ini mungkin balasan utk kesilapan yg kau lakukn pada org lain. akhirnya kehebatan memakan diri. biarlah benda yg bukan kau punya pergi kepada yg sepatutnya, yg lebih berhak. kehadiran kau dlm benda itu hanyalah habuk di atas meja. ka akan di lap bila2. bangunlah wahai diri. tunjukkan kekuatanmu. jangan kau kalah dlm permainan yg kau cipta. seseungguhnya kalah atau menang terletak di tanganmu. mahukah kau kalah dgn kelemahan diri sendiri?

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mana u?

Friday, January 22, 2010 at 1/22/2010 02:41:00 PM | Posted by dianne lamin
mana u? u bz ke? gym sesak sgt ke? ..y havent u called or texted me? yes i know..i told u i dun like ppl hovering me wit text messages..but what if im willing to wait? what if i mmg nk u txt?
i masih seorg perempuan, memerlukan perhatian dan belaian yg secukupnye..not demanding for it..just want to feel it sekali sekala..

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cinta agung

Wednesday, January 20, 2010 at 1/20/2010 11:48:00 AM | Posted by dianne lamin
aku ni sengal sket!! br je smlm ckp im happy..suddenly this morning i came across a memory of my past..x pasal2 da tersedu2..chet!

well, the title of my post dis time was taken while i was stalking someone else's blog(KANTOI..)..
its actually true..u dunt find these things..they will naturally come to u.. its just a matter of time..truth be told be i dun easily like/fall in love with a person..crushes itu banyak..tp cinta itu istimewa..coz all my life i believe in cinta mati..dats an indo expression of the term cinta agung in malay..ye satu satu nye cinta agung manusia ialah pada Tuhan yg Maha Esa..but wat im reffering to rite nw is cinta yg lahir dr hati seseorg utk seseorg..cinta mati itu datang hanya sekali dalam hidup..cinta biasa mmg lah byk kali..the phrase cinta itu buta has a very deep meaning..yes cinta is buta..the guy/girl might be ugly, pendek, gelap or wtv yg huduh u can think of, but if its cinta buta, u dun see the flaws..infact u only see his beauty..

cinta agung melepasi tahap cinta2 lain(cinta monyet, cinta biasa,cinta buta)..cinta agung comes once in ur life..be it long or short term..u'll know he/she is ur cinta agung..x ramai boleh detect cinta agung ini..cinta sebegini ada mereka yg x dpt kecapi sampai mati..my defenition of cinta agung would be cinta kpd seseorg kerana Allah..haha cliche i know! but i believe in this..call my poyo,call me jiwang..but its the truth..its hard to explain what i mean..coz sometimes i dun understand it myself..i mean, generally cinta is nafsu dan kerna itulah maksiat boleh berlaku..u would love someone to help them..u love them juga kerna nafsu..c'mon la kita ni manusia, tipu la kalau x de flaw en? but ur nafsu is not as sama as hw u want them to be..u guys want to be tgethr dgn berkat Allah..dgn cara yg halal..mengppreciate kurnia rezeki yg Tuhan kasi,which is the children, bukti cinta agung..u'd try ur best to make them understnd the islamic way of life..u treat them seolah2 u're preparing them fr Hari Kiamat..u'd ask them to solat,puasa n tinggalkan maksiat, coz u want them to be in heaven and not burn in hell..u want ur love life to be extended til the gates of heavens open..u may not be perfect in this sense..but u try to make them better so they can help u too..and in almost setiap doa, selepas doa utk ibu bapa..nama mereka akan disebutkan dulu sebelum adik beradik..mendoakan keberkatan,kejayaan dan hidayah utk cinta agung kita..seikhlas2 hati ini berfikir dan berkata2 ..namun, kita hanya mampu merancang tp hanya Tuhan yg boleh menentukan..pendek kan cerita, dulu aku cuba mendpt cinta agung,namun..bukan ku yg menentukan suratan takdirku sendri..InsyaAllah, satu hari nanti akan Tuhan kurniakan ku cinta agung..cinta agungku yg di bawa sampai mati..hingga akan bertemu lagi di pintu syurga.

sayang,

aku cuba ye..

cinta agungmu

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i am happy :)

at 1/20/2010 02:15:00 AM | Posted by dianne lamin
i am confident enuf to say..for a girl my age, i've seen a lot..be it others' experiences or mine..i can never judge a person(GOD forbid) based on their backgrnd,religious practice,how they look or talk..diff people act differently in front of different groups..sometimes its not coz they are hypocrites..its just hw they prefer to be ..paham x? this type of people make a lot of friends..i dun really get where im going here..haha abaikan..

anyways, utk pengetahuan uols..im happy now..cant find that much reasons..but i know im happy..sometimes we need not search for happiness..but to accept it..finally i hv found another smbdy who is the other me..aftr 8 months of crying and whining..im now happy..i can talk bout my past without a teardrop..ngee~

rite nw pn byk things are happening in my life..but i set my priorities right..

  1. studies
  2. money
  3. family
  4. self

hehe..ok la tuh kn.ok guys..i need rest nw..see ya nxt time..love u

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