jam menunjukkan pukul 2 pagi..and im sitting here in front of my laptop..sending tq notes thru sms n fb to my dearly beloved friends who care enuf to wish me happy birthday..but something is amiss...im still waiting,patiently..for my wish to cme true..i strongly believe it wud happen..looking at my phne constantly..for an sms dat wud brighten my whole world,or just drown me in tears..dear God please grant me dis wish for i will not wish more than dat for today..i believe..
Im not happy.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
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8/12/2009 07:19:00 PM
Its been a rough week for me..exams..gaduh2..malas2..nangis2..kawan2..mcm2..i dunno wats wif me..its like d mistakes i did during SPM n Matrx is just a coincidence..i never learn from it..instead im doing it again..nta bila la ak nk sedar..lately i've been wanting to cry so hard for no reason, cant sleep at nite tho im tired, get emotional wit ppl arnd me, easily annoyed wit thgs my frens does..i kesian pd mereka..x pasal2 kne wat muke..i still laugh arnd them..main2 gk..but...im just not happy..
yesterday nite was electrncs exm..i came bck early to campus,sacrifising my holidays to prepare fr d exm..tp, i wasted it..hati ini mcm tiada perasaan..i suck badly during exm last nite..aftr exm i decided to go dancing with SAKTI..at least it made me fell better..i cudnt care less bout anythng dis past few days..i didnt care if i wasnt sleeping at all, i didnt care if im not eating, i didnt care if i even wake up for morng classes..my parents wud be dissapointed when they hear dis..i wish to become a better person..but i can never know when am i ready..
yesterday nite was electrncs exm..i came bck early to campus,sacrifising my holidays to prepare fr d exm..tp, i wasted it..hati ini mcm tiada perasaan..i suck badly during exm last nite..aftr exm i decided to go dancing with SAKTI..at least it made me fell better..i cudnt care less bout anythng dis past few days..i didnt care if i wasnt sleeping at all, i didnt care if im not eating, i didnt care if i even wake up for morng classes..my parents wud be dissapointed when they hear dis..i wish to become a better person..but i can never know when am i ready..
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I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS (part2)
Thursday, August 6, 2009
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8/06/2009 02:26:00 PM
Dis is a sambungan to wat happenned in part 1..it was a bright sunday morng...we opt to go to TIMES SQUARE and shppg..Sha wasnt driving so we took public trnsprt instead..carrying heavy loads(coz i x reti travel light) we stopped at KLSentral to simpan beg..nk g TS kne nek monorail..so sambil tggu sha beli tix i sat at d side posing cm model sket..hehe..to my surprise..i saw a guy who looks exactly like Faizal..i stare je dia..itu mmg Faizal! so i took d courage to walk up to him and said hi, "Hi Faizal,u watpe kat sini?" ,"Nga odw nk g jmpa Adeq kat Chow Kit".."ooo,u sihat?".."Ok je, u ngan spe ni?".."Ngan my frens"i pointed to d gurls.."Da la i da lambat nh"..he blah..just like dat..i x sempat nk ckp pape lg..as i sedar,tears were alrdy strolling down my face..tp i still tahan...tho we took d same monorail,d girls n i nek gerabak blkg skali..tp..hati perempuanku lemah..i cried,unable to hv expalanation to wtv happened just nw..my hands were trmbling..d girls tried to comfort me..i stopped crying..tp tears wont stop flowing..sampai TS i went str8 to d toilet..cried my eyeballs out!..i called mama coz i thot i needed someone to talk to..it didnt help..Sha called saying dat mereka odw to toilet..i quickly wiped my tears n betulkn my smudged eyeliner..they came n gave me hugs..they also bought me Baskin Robbin's Cookies n Cream..terus berhenti bersedih..i told them "One stupid guy wont ruin my day with my girls"..i shopped like hell..budget byk duit la sgt..haha..we had our lunch at SUBWAY..it was everyone's 1st time there..we were thrilled..
after dat we separated.Szu' had to go..so did Bee..so me,aness n sha took d KTM to MidValley to get Aness's bag..dlm KTM we met dis young chinese guy..as usual la KTM pack hel2..so we cramped ourselves kat dlm tu..d chinese guy startd a conversation..we thot d guy was sweet n thotful considering d fact dat he offered space..UNTIL!!! his hand moved to my hair..we were swearing dlm hati time tuh..but not to be rude i kept quite..he tiba2 rubbed his fingers to my arm..i da gelabah gler..sume senyap "Jangan la takut kakak..Kenapa kakak takut?" WAT THE HELL???????...dat guy was sumpah freaky..thank goodness 1 sttn je..keluar je KTM ktorg menjerit gila!..hahah..wat an experience..at Mid aness got to buy her purple bag n i got my self a new pair of bleached jeans for RM19.50 at F.O.S..happy gila i ptg tuh!!!
Despite the horror that we went thru dat day..jmpa faizal la,blur kat Subway la..and dat freak frm china town..i was so happy dat i finally got a new pair of jeans dat i've been dreming of..haihhhh
after dat we separated.Szu' had to go..so did Bee..so me,aness n sha took d KTM to MidValley to get Aness's bag..dlm KTM we met dis young chinese guy..as usual la KTM pack hel2..so we cramped ourselves kat dlm tu..d chinese guy startd a conversation..we thot d guy was sweet n thotful considering d fact dat he offered space..UNTIL!!! his hand moved to my hair..we were swearing dlm hati time tuh..but not to be rude i kept quite..he tiba2 rubbed his fingers to my arm..i da gelabah gler..sume senyap "Jangan la takut kakak..Kenapa kakak takut?" WAT THE HELL???????...dat guy was sumpah freaky..thank goodness 1 sttn je..keluar je KTM ktorg menjerit gila!..hahah..wat an experience..at Mid aness got to buy her purple bag n i got my self a new pair of bleached jeans for RM19.50 at F.O.S..happy gila i ptg tuh!!!
Despite the horror that we went thru dat day..jmpa faizal la,blur kat Subway la..and dat freak frm china town..i was so happy dat i finally got a new pair of jeans dat i've been dreming of..haihhhh
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I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS (part1)
Monday, August 3, 2009
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8/03/2009 12:06:00 AM
Had a wonderful,exciting,unexpected,quite disturbed weekend! as usual kami masih on track in celebrating Sha's last days in Malaysia..on saturday we had a small phoenix gathering in Sunway Pyramid..sje jumpa2 befre sme of us terbang sana n sini..ada adzreen,adzwin,mama,syaziee,kinok,aimie,dare,adila athirah,sha,sazu',aness,me,bee,syuque,syuque's fren,boo(spe nama ketinggalan jgn mara)..n kami jalan2.shopping2..ok la(buat muke)..im not a big fan of reunions..seeing our successful old buddies.. it kinda remind me of d mistakes i did in d past T_T..
dat nite..me,sha,aness,sazu' n bee went to NICHI yg ada 4 at kat mana nta Sha bwk..sgt excited..besar bangat cawangan itu!igt nk cr blouse n green skinny jeans tp tiada yg menarik..huhu..gumbira hati perempuan kami ini..puas ati shopping di situ..after dat we head to OLD TOWN COFFEE at Ampang makan Ipoh Chicken Hor Fun..weeeee...then grak KLCC n watch THE PROPOSAL..itu adalah 1st midnite muvie sy di KLCC..percaya x?? i nanges dlm cinema..terok x?..huhu..cnt help it..its my time of d month..plus cte tu sweet sgt..tu la cr ktorg celebrate bday Sazu' on the 2nd..dlm muvie..passing2 wishes..he3..ok2..i need to sleep nw..ada exciting story menantikn anda di I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS(part2)..nantikn...
dat nite..me,sha,aness,sazu' n bee went to NICHI yg ada 4 at kat mana nta Sha bwk..sgt excited..besar bangat cawangan itu!igt nk cr blouse n green skinny jeans tp tiada yg menarik..huhu..gumbira hati perempuan kami ini..puas ati shopping di situ..after dat we head to OLD TOWN COFFEE at Ampang makan Ipoh Chicken Hor Fun..weeeee...then grak KLCC n watch THE PROPOSAL..itu adalah 1st midnite muvie sy di KLCC..percaya x?? i nanges dlm cinema..terok x?..huhu..cnt help it..its my time of d month..plus cte tu sweet sgt..tu la cr ktorg celebrate bday Sazu' on the 2nd..dlm muvie..passing2 wishes..he3..ok2..i need to sleep nw..ada exciting story menantikn anda di I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS(part2)..nantikn...
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