Its been a rough week for me..exams..gaduh2..malas2..nangis2..kawan2..mcm2..i dunno wats wif me..its like d mistakes i did during SPM n Matrx is just a coincidence..i never learn from it..instead im doing it again..nta bila la ak nk sedar..lately i've been wanting to cry so hard for no reason, cant sleep at nite tho im tired, get emotional wit ppl arnd me, easily annoyed wit thgs my frens does..i kesian pd mereka..x pasal2 kne wat muke..i still laugh arnd them..main2 gk..but...im just not happy..
yesterday nite was electrncs exm..i came bck early to campus,sacrifising my holidays to prepare fr d exm..tp, i wasted it..hati ini mcm tiada perasaan..i suck badly during exm last nite..aftr exm i decided to go dancing with SAKTI..at least it made me fell better..i cudnt care less bout anythng dis past few days..i didnt care if i wasnt sleeping at all, i didnt care if im not eating, i didnt care if i even wake up for morng classes..my parents wud be dissapointed when they hear dis..i wish to become a better person..but i can never know when am i ready..
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aness juga cuba untuk kuat.
dan saya tahu diyana saya lagi kuat!:)
makashih aness..sy sayang kmu! :)