OMG! i masuk exam hall dgn harapan nk jwb dgn bersungguh2..
so glad bila dpt tau Fadzla sat dekat to me.. pandai..hehe..tp suddenly it hit me "eh,kalau Fad ada kat cni..mesti Penan ada gk"...toleh2 je...SHIT! he was there sitting next to me..dlam hati aku kata..Gosh, asal dia kat cni..da la dia bdak 4 flat..mmg kecil aku dibuatnye..fyi, Penan ni is my harasser..yup,u heard dat right..he harrased me on facebook n sold my pics thru fb gk..mmg psycho..so td..he didnt even look at me..segan kot..nta..and the guys yg lalu sbelah dia sume tepuk2 bahu dia ckp good luck..maybe coz he was sitting next to me..mmg dugaan sy hari itu
when exam started..Alhamdulillah i see familiar questions..mostly yg da pnah jwb..pastu i usha Penan..fuh..semangat gila tulis on kertas..cm tgh stream guitar lak..biar la dia..dia mmg genius..tp sbenarnye i cuak gk..i x de la confident sgt jwb papers tuh..so ok la i jawab ngan keadaan normal..tiba2
"Attention to all stdents who are taking Electronics 1..pls be reminded that u are not allowed to use calculator model fx-570MS..the invigilators will take away ur calculator if u r caught using one"
i tgk my calc..eh,ni cm yg dia sebut td..pastu i pndg Fad..dia da tersengih2.. i pndg Penan..mmpphh..dia nga ketagih jwb exm..kimak anjeng nye invigilator..kalau dia nk amk ak nye calc,ak nk gne pe???? ada la seorng kakak berbaju kurung merah tudung pink..ayu je diri sbelah ak..ak pndg dia cm org bodo..pastu dia kata
"sorry but i have to take dis away..its the rules"
perghh..English beb..ak da la x de mood time tu terus ak sergah
"abes kalau amek, sy nk kira gne ape? ni paper kira2"
"sy minta maaf..but there's nothing i can do"
muke dia sedh je..i cm...alahai sian minah ni kne ngan ak..so dia pon amek my calc..
itula ceghitenye(loghat perak?)....haih..i answered paper kira guna bentuk lazim dan sebasic mungkin yg blaja dr skola rndah..mmg x patut..if i fail EEN1016..im blaming it on MMU..
waaaa..nak IBU!
tmrw is exam..n ofcourse la hr ni stress nk mati..tiba2 rindu ibu..so i msg ibu..x sangka our small conv can be so chomel :D
conv of me n ibu,
"jiwa kosong"
"Kosong? Isi batu2 kecik n goncang. Dptlah rentak ape2 lagu."
"Dpt lagu tajuk 'fail' camne?"
"Plep..plep..plep"
"Taik jatuh?"
"Bukan..tgh buat lempeng"
"Lempeng tu ape?"
"Roti canai melayu. Bulat flat mcm kulit popia tp tebal"
hahaha...cute lah..haha..huhu..i miss ibu..wish exm wud finish fast :(
conv of me n ibu,
"jiwa kosong"
"Kosong? Isi batu2 kecik n goncang. Dptlah rentak ape2 lagu."
"Dpt lagu tajuk 'fail' camne?"
"Plep..plep..plep"
"Taik jatuh?"
"Bukan..tgh buat lempeng"
"Lempeng tu ape?"
"Roti canai melayu. Bulat flat mcm kulit popia tp tebal"
hahaha...cute lah..haha..huhu..i miss ibu..wish exm wud finish fast :(
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i just want u to listen
Monday, September 28, 2009
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9/28/2009 03:18:00 AM
its abt 3.15 am..i went to bed an hour ago..but my eyes just cudnt sleep
i need someone to talk to DESPERATELY..
byk nk ckp..perasaan berbaur..hati x sedap..badan x sihat..
i used to hv seorg pendengar yg setia..
bila i call..dia angkat
"u, tau x..hr ni kn..bla..bla..pastu mamat/minah tu.....bla...bla..bla.....i cm WTF!..then dia cm..WTH...pastu...bla....bla...bla........fuhh lega da lepas......."
he will answer,
"alaaa...biasala tu..pondan mmg cmtu..x de pe nye...lupakan je laa..."
so simple..yet it made me feel better..but nw...if i cite kat org..be it my mom or my friend
the usual wud be
"tu la u..kan da kata..spe suh u..bla...bla...dah2...jgn degil..there's more to life than just dat...bla..bla..bla...byk lg bnda leh buat..bla...bla...hidup ni.......bla..bla.bla"
feedbck sgt byk..lg wat i stress ada laa..kdg i thnk God dat those yg i talk to ni..actually cares bout me..and wants me too feel better..tp..hakiki nye..
i miss ppl listening to wat i say..x payah cmmnt byk..just sit..listen..never judge..and enjoy life as i move on with u..
all i want is for u to listen..im not asking too much am i?
i need someone to talk to DESPERATELY..
byk nk ckp..perasaan berbaur..hati x sedap..badan x sihat..
i used to hv seorg pendengar yg setia..
bila i call..dia angkat
"u, tau x..hr ni kn..bla..bla..pastu mamat/minah tu.....bla...bla..bla.....i cm WTF!..then dia cm..WTH...pastu...bla....bla...bla........fuhh lega da lepas......."
he will answer,
"alaaa...biasala tu..pondan mmg cmtu..x de pe nye...lupakan je laa..."
so simple..yet it made me feel better..but nw...if i cite kat org..be it my mom or my friend
the usual wud be
"tu la u..kan da kata..spe suh u..bla...bla...dah2...jgn degil..there's more to life than just dat...bla..bla..bla...byk lg bnda leh buat..bla...bla...hidup ni.......bla..bla.bla"
feedbck sgt byk..lg wat i stress ada laa..kdg i thnk God dat those yg i talk to ni..actually cares bout me..and wants me too feel better..tp..hakiki nye..
i miss ppl listening to wat i say..x payah cmmnt byk..just sit..listen..never judge..and enjoy life as i move on with u..
all i want is for u to listen..im not asking too much am i?
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exam..exam..haih
Sunday, September 27, 2009
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9/27/2009 04:05:00 AM
its 4am..just got bck frm cyberia..sume x tahan lapar..g mkn jap..tp x abes pon..coz x sedap..peh..
its exam week..and i feel like i havent prepared a thing..seriously..sometimes i feel like studying is not my thing..feel like enjoying for the whole year then br start study..mmg berangan lebey la kn..
lately byk feelings bercampur..and tau x pe..my bad habit came bck..nta nape..da lama ditinggalkn..tp dtg balik..for nw i layan jap..hope not addicted to it..
i've been sleeping at 6 am for a few days nw..bgn time azan Zohor..start stdy kul 3..mlm2 o9..bila stdy cm x stdy..i mean i can read a book for 5 hours n still cant answr a question..imean..WTF?
x dpt focuskah? wat am i thinkng or doing? my frens seem to b doin just fine..y am i like dis???
its as if there's something bothering me..something i shud do but never did..tp apa?..ami thinking too much..
today i had a friendly chat wit Epis..we was being a good fren..love him fr dat..he told me to be focused n to forget my past n start with a new life..he told a truth dat i cudnt take it at first..but the truth made me realize dat if the past does not want u to remember it..y shud u right?..i dunno..guess im so used to reply on my past dat i do things i did befre sampai x sedar bnda tu da x de sebenarnye..i je yg ada2 kn..haih..i da merepek over da ni..ok got to continue studyng..bye
its exam week..and i feel like i havent prepared a thing..seriously..sometimes i feel like studying is not my thing..feel like enjoying for the whole year then br start study..mmg berangan lebey la kn..
lately byk feelings bercampur..and tau x pe..my bad habit came bck..nta nape..da lama ditinggalkn..tp dtg balik..for nw i layan jap..hope not addicted to it..
i've been sleeping at 6 am for a few days nw..bgn time azan Zohor..start stdy kul 3..mlm2 o9..bila stdy cm x stdy..i mean i can read a book for 5 hours n still cant answr a question..imean..WTF?
x dpt focuskah? wat am i thinkng or doing? my frens seem to b doin just fine..y am i like dis???
its as if there's something bothering me..something i shud do but never did..tp apa?..ami thinking too much..
today i had a friendly chat wit Epis..we was being a good fren..love him fr dat..he told me to be focused n to forget my past n start with a new life..he told a truth dat i cudnt take it at first..but the truth made me realize dat if the past does not want u to remember it..y shud u right?..i dunno..guess im so used to reply on my past dat i do things i did befre sampai x sedar bnda tu da x de sebenarnye..i je yg ada2 kn..haih..i da merepek over da ni..ok got to continue studyng..bye
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l or h
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
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9/22/2009 08:08:00 PM
I dont know..im confiused and being delusional
i feel something..its not love, its not hate..it is somewhere inbetween..
i feel something..its not love, its not hate..it is somewhere inbetween..
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raya prep 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
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9/19/2009 01:39:00 AM
today was a really hectic day!
i x berniat pon nk bangun sahur..coz dh la tdo kul 2.30 n i x pose pon so i dun gve a damn la kn..tetibe my phne ring..an old friend call..mmg kacau btol mamat tuh..tp x pe..so i went down to join i bu n fadhli fr sahur..tiba2 "ok diyana,aftr ibu smyg subuh i want all the dishes siap cuci"....damn! dah agak dah! ibu mesti akan menyeru namaku..tp x pe la..ini mmg expected coz my maid pulang ke kampung wit nenek..aish..dat day ibu tugas kn kami cuci dapur yg bau hancing n 2busuk coz dia x masuk dapur n da x masak for 1 month..bau2an itu adalah hasil tikos2 besar yg byk belakangan ini..sumpah sgt geli when me n fadhli had to remove evrythg at the back to scrub the lantai..
mcm2 ktorng jmpa..gumpalan slimy hijau(cm telur basi cmpur hingus..ewwhhh)..lipas2 mati..taik2 tikos..gosh!..ibu beli alat mencuci yg baru..pd hari yg sama gk ktorg habiskn toilet bleach n rosakkn berus lantai tuh..punye la kotor dapur tu..iye laa...time ada maid..ada la gk bnda2 yg dijaga..selepas dia pulang kampung..mcm kapal pecah!
the rest are uploaded on fb..g la check :D
i x berniat pon nk bangun sahur..coz dh la tdo kul 2.30 n i x pose pon so i dun gve a damn la kn..tetibe my phne ring..an old friend call..mmg kacau btol mamat tuh..tp x pe..so i went down to join i bu n fadhli fr sahur..tiba2 "ok diyana,aftr ibu smyg subuh i want all the dishes siap cuci"....damn! dah agak dah! ibu mesti akan menyeru namaku..tp x pe la..ini mmg expected coz my maid pulang ke kampung wit nenek..aish..dat day ibu tugas kn kami cuci dapur yg bau hancing n 2busuk coz dia x masuk dapur n da x masak for 1 month..bau2an itu adalah hasil tikos2 besar yg byk belakangan ini..sumpah sgt geli when me n fadhli had to remove evrythg at the back to scrub the lantai..
mcm2 ktorng jmpa..gumpalan slimy hijau(cm telur basi cmpur hingus..ewwhhh)..lipas2 mati..taik2 tikos..gosh!..ibu beli alat mencuci yg baru..pd hari yg sama gk ktorg habiskn toilet bleach n rosakkn berus lantai tuh..punye la kotor dapur tu..iye laa...time ada maid..ada la gk bnda2 yg dijaga..selepas dia pulang kampung..mcm kapal pecah!
the rest are uploaded on fb..g la check :D
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im at HOME!!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
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9/17/2009 10:45:00 PM
arrived home arnd maghrib time td..had a big dinner..wah! da lama x mkn kat umah wit ibu n fadhli..tiba2 i terfikir..kesian mereka2 yg br fly..esp nk raya ni..mesti mereka merindui family n umah masing2..haih..during times like dis i appreciate wat i hv nw..
sumtin happen td..agak kelakar la gk..my pak lang came to the house n brought chickens to be cooked by ibu for buka puasa at atok's tmrw..punye la byk ayam nye sampai kne angkut gne baldi..my adik ni pula bangang sgt pergi amek my baldi baju buat tadah ayam yg masih berdarah dan menitik2 airnya...EEWWWHHH! tp wat can i do? dah terjadi da pon..padahal byk je baldi dlm toilet tuh..ada yg kne sekeh pasni! aish.....
td bila masuk my room..bkk je radio..berkumandang lagu yg telah menjadi saksi cinta dianne dan faizal(sorry i x bkk lagu2 raya nih)...aih..hati ni sayu je..da la nk raya..tp x pe..bukannye i ni janda mati laki..hanya hilang boyfriend je..patah tumbuh hilang berganti... ye tak??
hehe..da byk bebel ni..mentang2 da lama x bebel on blog..ok la i nk mandi dlu pasni nk tolong isi kuih..ciao
sumtin happen td..agak kelakar la gk..my pak lang came to the house n brought chickens to be cooked by ibu for buka puasa at atok's tmrw..punye la byk ayam nye sampai kne angkut gne baldi..my adik ni pula bangang sgt pergi amek my baldi baju buat tadah ayam yg masih berdarah dan menitik2 airnya...EEWWWHHH! tp wat can i do? dah terjadi da pon..padahal byk je baldi dlm toilet tuh..ada yg kne sekeh pasni! aish.....
td bila masuk my room..bkk je radio..berkumandang lagu yg telah menjadi saksi cinta dianne dan faizal(sorry i x bkk lagu2 raya nih)...aih..hati ni sayu je..da la nk raya..tp x pe..bukannye i ni janda mati laki..hanya hilang boyfriend je..patah tumbuh hilang berganti... ye tak??
hehe..da byk bebel ni..mentang2 da lama x bebel on blog..ok la i nk mandi dlu pasni nk tolong isi kuih..ciao
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so far..
heard the new song on my blog?? best kn!..i got it when i was stalking other ppl's blog.hehe..its called 'I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW' by Tegan n Sara..last nite was like yg terpaling boring nite kot..i was so bored i had to sleep early..gilaaa! but then thnk goodness i woke up ontime to go to last math class.. chapter proBABIlity..its not easy y'know..
i cm ada byk nk blog..tp cm malas nk tulis..x pe..i'll try my best kayh
kelmarin, i went out sahur with Nik,Iqa,Fikky n Shaqel..it was my first hang out with the cheer team..gegaya perut gila lapar..tp x mkn sgt pown..byk bnda i blaja frm that 3 hrs of sahur..starting frm 3 am to 6am..at JS MAJU,cyber..muhahaha!! Fikky n Shaqel telah menjadi sifu i dlm menghisap shisha seterer mungkin..so far i da acheive penghisapan sekuat tenaga n hisap thru hidung..yg lum pass is buat huruf 'o' frm asap..hurmm..x pe nxt leh cube lg..
im going back tday..kata ibu..dia akan pick me up lunch time..sdg menunggu sambil mkn kismis(i tak puasa..hehe..x boleh la bukan x mau)
smlm MC kata gossip girl season3 dah kuar..Gorrrsshhh!!! i like nk hell2 tgk..serious..varsity life kot!! aish..harus mendapat kannya...t i minta mc dwnld la..hehe thx mc :)
Gossip girl is like a mirror of my life(ceyh perasan!) of course minus the million bucks,random sex n drugs :D
nta npe it very much relates to my life...as in my personal life..relationshp..family..gitu2 la..n i learn hw to handle things frm there too hehe..
OMG! i lupe nk say sumtin..somebdy has a crush on me!!hahha..yg ini i x tipu..serious shit!
i pon cuak coz dis guy is more to obsess than like..its not like he's stalking me..tp he's testing me with all the wrong things just to see wether i could handle it or not..psycho gila..nnt one day if i raje i tell k..hehe..ok dats all fr nw
muah..xoxo :)
i cm ada byk nk blog..tp cm malas nk tulis..x pe..i'll try my best kayh
kelmarin, i went out sahur with Nik,Iqa,Fikky n Shaqel..it was my first hang out with the cheer team..gegaya perut gila lapar..tp x mkn sgt pown..byk bnda i blaja frm that 3 hrs of sahur..starting frm 3 am to 6am..at JS MAJU,cyber..muhahaha!! Fikky n Shaqel telah menjadi sifu i dlm menghisap shisha seterer mungkin..so far i da acheive penghisapan sekuat tenaga n hisap thru hidung..yg lum pass is buat huruf 'o' frm asap..hurmm..x pe nxt leh cube lg..
im going back tday..kata ibu..dia akan pick me up lunch time..sdg menunggu sambil mkn kismis(i tak puasa..hehe..x boleh la bukan x mau)
smlm MC kata gossip girl season3 dah kuar..Gorrrsshhh!!! i like nk hell2 tgk..serious..varsity life kot!! aish..harus mendapat kannya...t i minta mc dwnld la..hehe thx mc :)
Gossip girl is like a mirror of my life(ceyh perasan!) of course minus the million bucks,random sex n drugs :D
nta npe it very much relates to my life...as in my personal life..relationshp..family..gitu2 la..n i learn hw to handle things frm there too hehe..
OMG! i lupe nk say sumtin..somebdy has a crush on me!!hahha..yg ini i x tipu..serious shit!
i pon cuak coz dis guy is more to obsess than like..its not like he's stalking me..tp he's testing me with all the wrong things just to see wether i could handle it or not..psycho gila..nnt one day if i raje i tell k..hehe..ok dats all fr nw
muah..xoxo :)
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Hello World :)
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
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9/16/2009 03:54:00 PM
its been a very long while since i last blog online..coz cara blog i skg is angkat telepon and go "Aness, u taw x..bla..bla.."..hahaa..many things happen while i distant myself away frm blogging..campus life,emosi,friends,beloved girlfriends..byk...Sha da blah g US..hope she's doin fine there..i really miss her..nw rakan i bergossip dan meluahkn perasaan is aness..
Gosh lupe nk gtau..i got my hair done..during my bday..it was a gift frm ayah..atleast i hope dia still x mara coz the outcme is ilook good..hehe..stra8kn rmbut yg berasal dr gumpalan curls yg hodoh cost ayah rm3oo++...gila right..tp x pe.i x regret..infact i love it..cume hope it to grow longer supaya bole buat iklan Sunsilk :P....
tp i malas nk upload..next time k :)
Gosh lupe nk gtau..i got my hair done..during my bday..it was a gift frm ayah..atleast i hope dia still x mara coz the outcme is ilook good..hehe..stra8kn rmbut yg berasal dr gumpalan curls yg hodoh cost ayah rm3oo++...gila right..tp x pe.i x regret..infact i love it..cume hope it to grow longer supaya bole buat iklan Sunsilk :P....
tp i malas nk upload..next time k :)
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