its 4am..just got bck frm cyberia..sume x tahan lapar..g mkn jap..tp x abes pon..coz x sedap..peh..
its exam week..and i feel like i havent prepared a thing..seriously..sometimes i feel like studying is not my thing..feel like enjoying for the whole year then br start study..mmg berangan lebey la kn..
lately byk feelings bercampur..and tau x pe..my bad habit came bck..nta nape..da lama ditinggalkn..tp dtg balik..for nw i layan jap..hope not addicted to it..
i've been sleeping at 6 am for a few days nw..bgn time azan Zohor..start stdy kul 3..mlm2 o9..bila stdy cm x stdy..i mean i can read a book for 5 hours n still cant answr a question..imean..WTF?
x dpt focuskah? wat am i thinkng or doing? my frens seem to b doin just fine..y am i like dis???
its as if there's something bothering me..something i shud do but never did..tp apa?..ami thinking too much..
today i had a friendly chat wit Epis..we was being a good fren..love him fr dat..he told me to be focused n to forget my past n start with a new life..he told a truth dat i cudnt take it at first..but the truth made me realize dat if the past does not want u to remember it..y shud u right?..i dunno..guess im so used to reply on my past dat i do things i did befre sampai x sedar bnda tu da x de sebenarnye..i je yg ada2 kn..haih..i da merepek over da ni..ok got to continue studyng..bye
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oit,tak tau pon blog kamu! grr. xbgtau pon.
sorry max...sy ni pemalu org nye :)
read mine okai? ngee. saya tak malu.