its abt 3.15 am..i went to bed an hour ago..but my eyes just cudnt sleep
i need someone to talk to DESPERATELY..
byk nk ckp..perasaan berbaur..hati x sedap..badan x sihat..
i used to hv seorg pendengar yg setia..
bila i call..dia angkat
"u, tau x..hr ni kn..bla..bla..pastu mamat/minah tu.....bla...bla..bla.....i cm WTF!..then dia cm..WTH...pastu...bla....bla...bla........fuhh lega da lepas......."
he will answer,
"alaaa...biasala tu..pondan mmg cmtu..x de pe nye...lupakan je laa..."
so simple..yet it made me feel better..but nw...if i cite kat org..be it my mom or my friend
the usual wud be
"tu la u..kan da kata..spe suh u..bla...bla...dah2...jgn degil..there's more to life than just dat...bla..bla..bla...byk lg bnda leh buat..bla...bla...hidup ni.......bla..bla.bla"
feedbck sgt byk..lg wat i stress ada laa..kdg i thnk God dat those yg i talk to ni..actually cares bout me..and wants me too feel better..tp..hakiki nye..
i miss ppl listening to wat i say..x payah cmmnt byk..just sit..listen..never judge..and enjoy life as i move on with u..
all i want is for u to listen..im not asking too much am i?
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