kenapa kite ber'stalk'? seronok kan..tgk itu tgk ini..suka itu suka ini..lg2 bila org tu x tau..layannnn~
tp yg common mistake org buat sekarang ni ialah MENCEMARKN IDENTITY mereka..noob..as an example, Reena's stalker, a big guy who sits 7 hrs in the library..then txt kat facebook
"i realize dat u r so pretty"
scary kan..tetiba dia lalu depan n senyum..
"now u can see me :)"
gila babi nye freak sial...
so sy nasihat kan kepada anda yg berstalk dan di stalk..jaga2 lah..ada caranya..and biar la cara itu betul :D
ps: i tau post kali ni x bermakna..saje je nga gian o9..jarang daa o9..lappy prob..sialan
meneruskan hidup..
Sunday, November 8, 2009
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11/08/2009 04:29:00 AM
hari ni..keluar bersama Naui..kami berjalan2 di Mid Valley seharian..niat awalan mahu mencari pakaian formal..tetapi..tops yg cun dibeli..hehe..da lama x jmpa naui..
sebentar td..ada lelaki tegur sy..dia pun x lah perfect mana..ttp..dia berani menegur perbuatan sy..terkejut sy..coz kami x kenal sgt pon..dgn terang dan jelas dia mengatakan "Dianne ni culture shock lh!" WTF??? agak terkedu sy disitu sebentar..susah menerima hakiki..ye saya akui ada perkara2 baru yg sy cuba dan sdg ecstatic coz sgt teruja(really need to overcme dis)..ttp org yg bisa menegur sy hanyalah Aness n Sha..mereka mengenali sy..mereka tahu menegur sy dgn cara berhemah..sesungguhnya saya ini sensitif..masalah nye ngan mamat ni kata nye sy mencarut byk sgt..sy juga minta maaf jika bahasa terkasar tetapi perkataan SHIT itu sudah sebati dgn perbualan harian..maaf..ye
selepas kejadian itu..sy buzz sha..dia x de..aness juga telah meminta izin utk tdur..jd akan sy txt dia esk..oleh kerana sy terasa ya amat..sy ym dgn mak angkat sy, Mama Shfq. mereka2 ni golongan yg x judge org..now i remember i dun like normal guys and y ppl like faizal bisa memenangi hati sy..kerana mereka tidak judge..lelaki zaman ni..pantang tgk pmpn melaram..mula lah kutuk..janguk la..murah la..confrm sedap la..hesh..nk kne pukul agaknye diorg nih..
selepas Mama x dpt melayan kerenah sy kerana dia ada exm..ada seorg mamat dr matrx tegur sy..dia ini special..baik hati..sopan aja orangnya..ttp tidak lembut..entah mengapa hati sy terbuka utk melayan si dia..sebenarnya..sia dia ni crush sy pada awal2 matrx..cuma diri ini terasa begitu rendah dan hina utk digandingkan ngan orang sebegitu..dia adalah athlete..main basketball..body hot..haish..merepek lak..x pernah ku pasang harapan pd org sebegini coz at the end of the day selalunye sy akan kecewa juga..oleh itu..dulu dia hanya ku usha dr jauh..jalan bahu ke bahu pun x ku pndang(segan dan malu)..
tetapi mlm ni..dia melayan ku lain dr yg biasa..aku suka..tp ntah mengapa persoalan byk bermain di kepala ku..
diri ku ini masih belum pulih sepenuhnya untuk terus meninggalkan perkara lama..
maaf ye awak..sila beri saya masa..yang sgt banyak...
sebentar td..ada lelaki tegur sy..dia pun x lah perfect mana..ttp..dia berani menegur perbuatan sy..terkejut sy..coz kami x kenal sgt pon..dgn terang dan jelas dia mengatakan "Dianne ni culture shock lh!" WTF??? agak terkedu sy disitu sebentar..susah menerima hakiki..ye saya akui ada perkara2 baru yg sy cuba dan sdg ecstatic coz sgt teruja(really need to overcme dis)..ttp org yg bisa menegur sy hanyalah Aness n Sha..mereka mengenali sy..mereka tahu menegur sy dgn cara berhemah..sesungguhnya saya ini sensitif..masalah nye ngan mamat ni kata nye sy mencarut byk sgt..sy juga minta maaf jika bahasa terkasar tetapi perkataan SHIT itu sudah sebati dgn perbualan harian..maaf..ye
selepas kejadian itu..sy buzz sha..dia x de..aness juga telah meminta izin utk tdur..jd akan sy txt dia esk..oleh kerana sy terasa ya amat..sy ym dgn mak angkat sy, Mama Shfq. mereka2 ni golongan yg x judge org..now i remember i dun like normal guys and y ppl like faizal bisa memenangi hati sy..kerana mereka tidak judge..lelaki zaman ni..pantang tgk pmpn melaram..mula lah kutuk..janguk la..murah la..confrm sedap la..hesh..nk kne pukul agaknye diorg nih..
selepas Mama x dpt melayan kerenah sy kerana dia ada exm..ada seorg mamat dr matrx tegur sy..dia ini special..baik hati..sopan aja orangnya..ttp tidak lembut..entah mengapa hati sy terbuka utk melayan si dia..sebenarnya..sia dia ni crush sy pada awal2 matrx..cuma diri ini terasa begitu rendah dan hina utk digandingkan ngan orang sebegitu..dia adalah athlete..main basketball..body hot..haish..merepek lak..x pernah ku pasang harapan pd org sebegini coz at the end of the day selalunye sy akan kecewa juga..oleh itu..dulu dia hanya ku usha dr jauh..jalan bahu ke bahu pun x ku pndang(segan dan malu)..
tetapi mlm ni..dia melayan ku lain dr yg biasa..aku suka..tp ntah mengapa persoalan byk bermain di kepala ku..
diri ku ini masih belum pulih sepenuhnya untuk terus meninggalkan perkara lama..
maaf ye awak..sila beri saya masa..yang sgt banyak...
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PHOBIA 2!
Thursday, November 5, 2009
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11/05/2009 02:36:00 PM
hey kawan2, semalam saya dgn perasan berani nye pergi nonton movie seram bersama Gee, Ratna, Syafiq dan Qayum. nama muvie itu ialah PHOBIA 2. oleh kerana saya seorg pentakut saya tak tgk phobia 1. anyways, muvie itu start pada midnite, mmg SANGAT sesuai. cerita itu ada 5 kisah dalam nye. setiap 5 kisah tu x de kene mengena ngan sebelum nye or slepas nye. so its like 5 cerita hantu yg di combine jd 1 movie. seating ktorg depaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan sekali! so no thanks to syafiq..haha. since i seorg pentakot mereka kasi saya duk tgh2..kiri saya syafiq dan kanan saya Gee. org belah kiri tu boleh la nk ber selindung2 bergedik2 bertakut2..tp yg belah kanan tu..asyik tendang2 kerusi..ngok nye Gee! haa..itu lah kisah saya tgk muvie..many thanks to Syafiq kerana baju nye telah ditarik2 ketika sy takut dan badannya dijadikan tmpt selindung dr adegan2 seram haha :D
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when u have no one else to blame but u
Thursday, October 29, 2009
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10/29/2009 04:09:00 PM
the results for my exam is already out..semalam ia keluar..at first i dare not even to think abt it..tp lama2 nk x nk kne gak bkk..bila terpampang je result kat screen laptop.. aku menangis tanpa air mata..hati menjadi beku..fikiran melayang, terbayang2 wajah2 hampa ibu bapa ku..oh my God, what did i do to deserve such a disaster dat may cause my allowance money,soon-car-to-be,respect from my family n friends,trust from my parents,fair judgements from the public and most important my own self-esteem? my cellphne berdering2..ibu call, x sanggup i angkat her phone call..failing my parents is something i will never do in a million lifetimes sekali pon..they gave me enuf support, provided me with the things i need n want and never asked for anything in return accept for my good grades in academic..and i cant even do that!! my roomate n i ran to Fad n Sue's room..sume org duduk berkumpul dlm bulatan menangis..i didnt cry..i looked at them as if my heart was as hard as stone..dlm bilik tu ada 5 org..me,Athi,Sue,Fad n Shikin..hanya me n athi yg bukan budak scholar..in dat room..pointer yg paling tinggi is 2.++..credits to Shikin..saya buntu..dont know what to thnk or where to go..the last thing i wud want is for my parents to burst their balloon at me..so i wnet back to my room..solat Maghrib..time sorg2 duk dlm bilik..i menangis..x sure menangis sedih atau kesal atau x puas hati..thank goodness last nite got practice, atleast to distract me frm my overreaction due to my grades..even the dancers can read my face n know that something went wrong..i owe it to them for making my nite yesterday..they were seniors,so getting advices frm them was an honour.. i may not be a top student or those who always got to be on stage for good grades, but getting dis semester's results really hit me rock bottom..
COMPUTER AND PROGRAM DESIGN D*
CIRCUIT THEORY F
FIELD THEORY D+*
ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 1 D*
ELECTRONICS 1 F
see! gila vavi kan!..its embarassing n humiliating..about 65% from the students who took Electronics 1 failed..usually..below 40 baru fail..but too bad somehw for engineering faculty..passing mark is 50%..damn! how am i gonna tell my parents..better yet, how am i gonna convince them not to gve up on me????? to be honest.. i dunt know what went wrong..its either i do not know the cause or pretending to not know or denying my own fault..SUMPAH I DONT KNOW!
well, when u hit rock bottom, u have no where else to go but up..for now..i need to forgive myself in order to move on..i've scheduled a meeting with my advicer tomorrow morning..lets see what she has to say..may have to repeat a few subjects..damn!
COMPUTER AND PROGRAM DESIGN D*
CIRCUIT THEORY F
FIELD THEORY D+*
ENGINEERING MATHEMATICS 1 D*
ELECTRONICS 1 F
see! gila vavi kan!..its embarassing n humiliating..about 65% from the students who took Electronics 1 failed..usually..below 40 baru fail..but too bad somehw for engineering faculty..passing mark is 50%..damn! how am i gonna tell my parents..better yet, how am i gonna convince them not to gve up on me????? to be honest.. i dunt know what went wrong..its either i do not know the cause or pretending to not know or denying my own fault..SUMPAH I DONT KNOW!
well, when u hit rock bottom, u have no where else to go but up..for now..i need to forgive myself in order to move on..i've scheduled a meeting with my advicer tomorrow morning..lets see what she has to say..may have to repeat a few subjects..damn!
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Baru start sem
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
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10/27/2009 04:42:00 PM
today is the second day of 2nd sem..hehe yesterday i missed my 1st class..ngok x! haha then bila da excited to start the 2nd class..it was cancelled..dang! fyi, dis week is quite hectic..bukan day but nite..dats coz im a student by day and bidadari by nite..hehe..know wat i mean..i joined SAKTI, a traditional dance group in MMU..on 30th of Oct ada MMU's Annual Charity Dinner so ktorg kne wat performance..its good to keep myself bz...aside frm being away frm books fr awhile, i get to make new friends n take time to enjoy myself n forget all the sorrows i've been thru..
every nite ada praktis yg start kul 8.00pm til whenever k.Kem(president) wnts us to stop..fuh serius penat!..kami akan perform 2 tarian iaitu Chandak n Changgung..
to all my beloved friends, minta maaf x dpt hang out or dtg to whatever practce there is..but i'll be free by next week..hope to see u guys n hang out as usual..
loves,
dianne
every nite ada praktis yg start kul 8.00pm til whenever k.Kem(president) wnts us to stop..fuh serius penat!..kami akan perform 2 tarian iaitu Chandak n Changgung..
to all my beloved friends, minta maaf x dpt hang out or dtg to whatever practce there is..but i'll be free by next week..hope to see u guys n hang out as usual..
loves,
dianne
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kepada anak babi yg confirm akan terasa!
Friday, October 23, 2009
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10/23/2009 03:36:00 AM
weh, sorry if dis post contains byk rude n harsh words...
anak babi,
ko x yah la nk perasan ak ni stalker kau, what the fuck!..kalau dlu ye la kot..ada reason..kau igt kau sape?? pale hotak kau mmg berkarat ah! kau yg bodoh sgt g publish number phne kau kat facebook pehal? kau sedar x kat facebook tu utk public view..sial la kau..mulut pedas je kat fb kata aku la yg sial..otak kau tu yg x reti nk operate..kne ada manual sendiri agaknye..aku call kau ari tu coz d day befre kau beriya lah nk kasi present aku..ak pon pk la kau da bhenti emo,nk jd member semula..tp bila ak call nk ajak kuar..kau tengking ak lak..oi babi..ko ni ok x? nk kne sembelih ngan aku ke?..pe haram kejadah kau beli hadiah utk aku pon ak x paham!..g mati la kau..anak babi pon perangai x terok cm kau..x kenang hati budi org..mmg patut hidup kau byk masalah!
ps: kau sendiri pon tau kau ni cm sial kn :D
anak babi,
ko x yah la nk perasan ak ni stalker kau, what the fuck!..kalau dlu ye la kot..ada reason..kau igt kau sape?? pale hotak kau mmg berkarat ah! kau yg bodoh sgt g publish number phne kau kat facebook pehal? kau sedar x kat facebook tu utk public view..sial la kau..mulut pedas je kat fb kata aku la yg sial..otak kau tu yg x reti nk operate..kne ada manual sendiri agaknye..aku call kau ari tu coz d day befre kau beriya lah nk kasi present aku..ak pon pk la kau da bhenti emo,nk jd member semula..tp bila ak call nk ajak kuar..kau tengking ak lak..oi babi..ko ni ok x? nk kne sembelih ngan aku ke?..pe haram kejadah kau beli hadiah utk aku pon ak x paham!..g mati la kau..anak babi pon perangai x terok cm kau..x kenang hati budi org..mmg patut hidup kau byk masalah!
ps: kau sendiri pon tau kau ni cm sial kn :D
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sakit perut..sakit hati
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
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10/06/2009 12:59:00 PM
hello..maaf kerna lama menyepi..dis week exm...so x o9 sgt(ceh leh caye la sgt)..hr i had to write..not coz i want to..but coz i hv to..org perempuan kalau simpan dlm hati bole mati..somethg happen last nite..kinda hit me straight in the face..maaf ini bukan gelanggang tinju tp..emosi semata..
last nite i had a chat with a great friend frm matrx dlu..we chat2..coz dia br balik dr jmpa our old friend and we tanye khabar..tiba2 i blurt out my feelings fr faizal..we all knw dat i can never be over him..atleast not in dis 7 months..dgn berat hati he told me..
beliau : Dianne i rasa its time u kne lupakan Faizal la..i tau susah..i pon pnah rasa ditinggalkn oleh
org yg kite sayang.Lately ni i tgk Faizal da byk kembali kepada asal..asyik ngan jantan je
keluar sana sini..
me : ye ke?
beliau : u tau x..dlu masa spgk5 kat kmpk..Faizal sndri bgtau i yg dia sayang u sgt sgt sgt..tp dia masih mahukan life dia dgn jantan2 lain..
tanpa sedar air mata aku da mengalir..buku computer prgmng yg aku pegang makin basah terkena air mata aku..baru mlm td aku tau perihal sbenar..selama ini aku biar fkiran melayang memikirkn hanye perkara yg positif kerna aku ditinggalkn tanpa sebab..hanya persoalan..i make myself believe dat he might not be ready and dat he's guilty of not making me happy or he's scared of being left..but i was wrong..so wrong dat caused me my entire happiness of dat day..
Faizal left me because of one selfish reason ..he wanted his gay life back..being able to be around guys who wud take him in for the nite and toss him out the next day..what kind of freedom is dat?..tukar2 pasangan evry other week..bosan dgn yg ini pergi kepada yg lain..i thot when Faizal met me..i'd be his answer to his questions in life..mahu aku bahagiakn dia..gembirakn dia selalu..buat dia bersyukur aku wujud di dunia ini..
kul 4 pagi td..i cried myself to sleep..bangun je mata bengkak..nk x nk kne bgn gk..ada exm at 9..i prayed to Allah to let me sit for my exm in peace..i txted Ibu,Mama shfq n Aty..minta mereka doa bersama..didnt txt Aness coz i knw she's sleeping(ceh,kne gk explain t dia merungut :p)..
during exam..awal2 tu susah nk focus..perut sgt sakit coz x berak..hati sgt sakit n pedih..mcm2 pikir..namun nasib iman ni kuat lg nk ketepikan nafsu dan cabaran dunia..Alhamdulillah td bole la jwb..
kesian Abu(my crush) bukan nama sebenar, dia tegur, i cm nk x nk je layan..hr ni mmg susah utk senyum..sorry everyone..didnt mean to act so sour :(
last nite i had a chat with a great friend frm matrx dlu..we chat2..coz dia br balik dr jmpa our old friend and we tanye khabar..tiba2 i blurt out my feelings fr faizal..we all knw dat i can never be over him..atleast not in dis 7 months..dgn berat hati he told me..
beliau : Dianne i rasa its time u kne lupakan Faizal la..i tau susah..i pon pnah rasa ditinggalkn oleh
org yg kite sayang.Lately ni i tgk Faizal da byk kembali kepada asal..asyik ngan jantan je
keluar sana sini..
me : ye ke?
beliau : u tau x..dlu masa spgk5 kat kmpk..Faizal sndri bgtau i yg dia sayang u sgt sgt sgt..tp dia masih mahukan life dia dgn jantan2 lain..
tanpa sedar air mata aku da mengalir..buku computer prgmng yg aku pegang makin basah terkena air mata aku..baru mlm td aku tau perihal sbenar..selama ini aku biar fkiran melayang memikirkn hanye perkara yg positif kerna aku ditinggalkn tanpa sebab..hanya persoalan..i make myself believe dat he might not be ready and dat he's guilty of not making me happy or he's scared of being left..but i was wrong..so wrong dat caused me my entire happiness of dat day..
Faizal left me because of one selfish reason ..he wanted his gay life back..being able to be around guys who wud take him in for the nite and toss him out the next day..what kind of freedom is dat?..tukar2 pasangan evry other week..bosan dgn yg ini pergi kepada yg lain..i thot when Faizal met me..i'd be his answer to his questions in life..mahu aku bahagiakn dia..gembirakn dia selalu..buat dia bersyukur aku wujud di dunia ini..
kul 4 pagi td..i cried myself to sleep..bangun je mata bengkak..nk x nk kne bgn gk..ada exm at 9..i prayed to Allah to let me sit for my exm in peace..i txted Ibu,Mama shfq n Aty..minta mereka doa bersama..didnt txt Aness coz i knw she's sleeping(ceh,kne gk explain t dia merungut :p)..
during exam..awal2 tu susah nk focus..perut sgt sakit coz x berak..hati sgt sakit n pedih..mcm2 pikir..namun nasib iman ni kuat lg nk ketepikan nafsu dan cabaran dunia..Alhamdulillah td bole la jwb..
kesian Abu(my crush) bukan nama sebenar, dia tegur, i cm nk x nk je layan..hr ni mmg susah utk senyum..sorry everyone..didnt mean to act so sour :(
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exam invigilaters bodo :D
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
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9/29/2009 12:38:00 PM
OMG! i masuk exam hall dgn harapan nk jwb dgn bersungguh2..
so glad bila dpt tau Fadzla sat dekat to me.. pandai..hehe..tp suddenly it hit me "eh,kalau Fad ada kat cni..mesti Penan ada gk"...toleh2 je...SHIT! he was there sitting next to me..dlam hati aku kata..Gosh, asal dia kat cni..da la dia bdak 4 flat..mmg kecil aku dibuatnye..fyi, Penan ni is my harasser..yup,u heard dat right..he harrased me on facebook n sold my pics thru fb gk..mmg psycho..so td..he didnt even look at me..segan kot..nta..and the guys yg lalu sbelah dia sume tepuk2 bahu dia ckp good luck..maybe coz he was sitting next to me..mmg dugaan sy hari itu
when exam started..Alhamdulillah i see familiar questions..mostly yg da pnah jwb..pastu i usha Penan..fuh..semangat gila tulis on kertas..cm tgh stream guitar lak..biar la dia..dia mmg genius..tp sbenarnye i cuak gk..i x de la confident sgt jwb papers tuh..so ok la i jawab ngan keadaan normal..tiba2
"Attention to all stdents who are taking Electronics 1..pls be reminded that u are not allowed to use calculator model fx-570MS..the invigilators will take away ur calculator if u r caught using one"
i tgk my calc..eh,ni cm yg dia sebut td..pastu i pndg Fad..dia da tersengih2.. i pndg Penan..mmpphh..dia nga ketagih jwb exm..kimak anjeng nye invigilator..kalau dia nk amk ak nye calc,ak nk gne pe???? ada la seorng kakak berbaju kurung merah tudung pink..ayu je diri sbelah ak..ak pndg dia cm org bodo..pastu dia kata
"sorry but i have to take dis away..its the rules"
perghh..English beb..ak da la x de mood time tu terus ak sergah
"abes kalau amek, sy nk kira gne ape? ni paper kira2"
"sy minta maaf..but there's nothing i can do"
muke dia sedh je..i cm...alahai sian minah ni kne ngan ak..so dia pon amek my calc..
itula ceghitenye(loghat perak?)....haih..i answered paper kira guna bentuk lazim dan sebasic mungkin yg blaja dr skola rndah..mmg x patut..if i fail EEN1016..im blaming it on MMU..
so glad bila dpt tau Fadzla sat dekat to me.. pandai..hehe..tp suddenly it hit me "eh,kalau Fad ada kat cni..mesti Penan ada gk"...toleh2 je...SHIT! he was there sitting next to me..dlam hati aku kata..Gosh, asal dia kat cni..da la dia bdak 4 flat..mmg kecil aku dibuatnye..fyi, Penan ni is my harasser..yup,u heard dat right..he harrased me on facebook n sold my pics thru fb gk..mmg psycho..so td..he didnt even look at me..segan kot..nta..and the guys yg lalu sbelah dia sume tepuk2 bahu dia ckp good luck..maybe coz he was sitting next to me..mmg dugaan sy hari itu
when exam started..Alhamdulillah i see familiar questions..mostly yg da pnah jwb..pastu i usha Penan..fuh..semangat gila tulis on kertas..cm tgh stream guitar lak..biar la dia..dia mmg genius..tp sbenarnye i cuak gk..i x de la confident sgt jwb papers tuh..so ok la i jawab ngan keadaan normal..tiba2
"Attention to all stdents who are taking Electronics 1..pls be reminded that u are not allowed to use calculator model fx-570MS..the invigilators will take away ur calculator if u r caught using one"
i tgk my calc..eh,ni cm yg dia sebut td..pastu i pndg Fad..dia da tersengih2.. i pndg Penan..mmpphh..dia nga ketagih jwb exm..kimak anjeng nye invigilator..kalau dia nk amk ak nye calc,ak nk gne pe???? ada la seorng kakak berbaju kurung merah tudung pink..ayu je diri sbelah ak..ak pndg dia cm org bodo..pastu dia kata
"sorry but i have to take dis away..its the rules"
perghh..English beb..ak da la x de mood time tu terus ak sergah
"abes kalau amek, sy nk kira gne ape? ni paper kira2"
"sy minta maaf..but there's nothing i can do"
muke dia sedh je..i cm...alahai sian minah ni kne ngan ak..so dia pon amek my calc..
itula ceghitenye(loghat perak?)....haih..i answered paper kira guna bentuk lazim dan sebasic mungkin yg blaja dr skola rndah..mmg x patut..if i fail EEN1016..im blaming it on MMU..
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waaaa..nak IBU!
tmrw is exam..n ofcourse la hr ni stress nk mati..tiba2 rindu ibu..so i msg ibu..x sangka our small conv can be so chomel :D
conv of me n ibu,
"jiwa kosong"
"Kosong? Isi batu2 kecik n goncang. Dptlah rentak ape2 lagu."
"Dpt lagu tajuk 'fail' camne?"
"Plep..plep..plep"
"Taik jatuh?"
"Bukan..tgh buat lempeng"
"Lempeng tu ape?"
"Roti canai melayu. Bulat flat mcm kulit popia tp tebal"
hahaha...cute lah..haha..huhu..i miss ibu..wish exm wud finish fast :(
conv of me n ibu,
"jiwa kosong"
"Kosong? Isi batu2 kecik n goncang. Dptlah rentak ape2 lagu."
"Dpt lagu tajuk 'fail' camne?"
"Plep..plep..plep"
"Taik jatuh?"
"Bukan..tgh buat lempeng"
"Lempeng tu ape?"
"Roti canai melayu. Bulat flat mcm kulit popia tp tebal"
hahaha...cute lah..haha..huhu..i miss ibu..wish exm wud finish fast :(
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i just want u to listen
Monday, September 28, 2009
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9/28/2009 03:18:00 AM
its abt 3.15 am..i went to bed an hour ago..but my eyes just cudnt sleep
i need someone to talk to DESPERATELY..
byk nk ckp..perasaan berbaur..hati x sedap..badan x sihat..
i used to hv seorg pendengar yg setia..
bila i call..dia angkat
"u, tau x..hr ni kn..bla..bla..pastu mamat/minah tu.....bla...bla..bla.....i cm WTF!..then dia cm..WTH...pastu...bla....bla...bla........fuhh lega da lepas......."
he will answer,
"alaaa...biasala tu..pondan mmg cmtu..x de pe nye...lupakan je laa..."
so simple..yet it made me feel better..but nw...if i cite kat org..be it my mom or my friend
the usual wud be
"tu la u..kan da kata..spe suh u..bla...bla...dah2...jgn degil..there's more to life than just dat...bla..bla..bla...byk lg bnda leh buat..bla...bla...hidup ni.......bla..bla.bla"
feedbck sgt byk..lg wat i stress ada laa..kdg i thnk God dat those yg i talk to ni..actually cares bout me..and wants me too feel better..tp..hakiki nye..
i miss ppl listening to wat i say..x payah cmmnt byk..just sit..listen..never judge..and enjoy life as i move on with u..
all i want is for u to listen..im not asking too much am i?
i need someone to talk to DESPERATELY..
byk nk ckp..perasaan berbaur..hati x sedap..badan x sihat..
i used to hv seorg pendengar yg setia..
bila i call..dia angkat
"u, tau x..hr ni kn..bla..bla..pastu mamat/minah tu.....bla...bla..bla.....i cm WTF!..then dia cm..WTH...pastu...bla....bla...bla........fuhh lega da lepas......."
he will answer,
"alaaa...biasala tu..pondan mmg cmtu..x de pe nye...lupakan je laa..."
so simple..yet it made me feel better..but nw...if i cite kat org..be it my mom or my friend
the usual wud be
"tu la u..kan da kata..spe suh u..bla...bla...dah2...jgn degil..there's more to life than just dat...bla..bla..bla...byk lg bnda leh buat..bla...bla...hidup ni.......bla..bla.bla"
feedbck sgt byk..lg wat i stress ada laa..kdg i thnk God dat those yg i talk to ni..actually cares bout me..and wants me too feel better..tp..hakiki nye..
i miss ppl listening to wat i say..x payah cmmnt byk..just sit..listen..never judge..and enjoy life as i move on with u..
all i want is for u to listen..im not asking too much am i?
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exam..exam..haih
Sunday, September 27, 2009
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9/27/2009 04:05:00 AM
its 4am..just got bck frm cyberia..sume x tahan lapar..g mkn jap..tp x abes pon..coz x sedap..peh..
its exam week..and i feel like i havent prepared a thing..seriously..sometimes i feel like studying is not my thing..feel like enjoying for the whole year then br start study..mmg berangan lebey la kn..
lately byk feelings bercampur..and tau x pe..my bad habit came bck..nta nape..da lama ditinggalkn..tp dtg balik..for nw i layan jap..hope not addicted to it..
i've been sleeping at 6 am for a few days nw..bgn time azan Zohor..start stdy kul 3..mlm2 o9..bila stdy cm x stdy..i mean i can read a book for 5 hours n still cant answr a question..imean..WTF?
x dpt focuskah? wat am i thinkng or doing? my frens seem to b doin just fine..y am i like dis???
its as if there's something bothering me..something i shud do but never did..tp apa?..ami thinking too much..
today i had a friendly chat wit Epis..we was being a good fren..love him fr dat..he told me to be focused n to forget my past n start with a new life..he told a truth dat i cudnt take it at first..but the truth made me realize dat if the past does not want u to remember it..y shud u right?..i dunno..guess im so used to reply on my past dat i do things i did befre sampai x sedar bnda tu da x de sebenarnye..i je yg ada2 kn..haih..i da merepek over da ni..ok got to continue studyng..bye
its exam week..and i feel like i havent prepared a thing..seriously..sometimes i feel like studying is not my thing..feel like enjoying for the whole year then br start study..mmg berangan lebey la kn..
lately byk feelings bercampur..and tau x pe..my bad habit came bck..nta nape..da lama ditinggalkn..tp dtg balik..for nw i layan jap..hope not addicted to it..
i've been sleeping at 6 am for a few days nw..bgn time azan Zohor..start stdy kul 3..mlm2 o9..bila stdy cm x stdy..i mean i can read a book for 5 hours n still cant answr a question..imean..WTF?
x dpt focuskah? wat am i thinkng or doing? my frens seem to b doin just fine..y am i like dis???
its as if there's something bothering me..something i shud do but never did..tp apa?..ami thinking too much..
today i had a friendly chat wit Epis..we was being a good fren..love him fr dat..he told me to be focused n to forget my past n start with a new life..he told a truth dat i cudnt take it at first..but the truth made me realize dat if the past does not want u to remember it..y shud u right?..i dunno..guess im so used to reply on my past dat i do things i did befre sampai x sedar bnda tu da x de sebenarnye..i je yg ada2 kn..haih..i da merepek over da ni..ok got to continue studyng..bye
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l or h
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
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9/22/2009 08:08:00 PM
I dont know..im confiused and being delusional
i feel something..its not love, its not hate..it is somewhere inbetween..
i feel something..its not love, its not hate..it is somewhere inbetween..
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raya prep 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
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9/19/2009 01:39:00 AM
today was a really hectic day!
i x berniat pon nk bangun sahur..coz dh la tdo kul 2.30 n i x pose pon so i dun gve a damn la kn..tetibe my phne ring..an old friend call..mmg kacau btol mamat tuh..tp x pe..so i went down to join i bu n fadhli fr sahur..tiba2 "ok diyana,aftr ibu smyg subuh i want all the dishes siap cuci"....damn! dah agak dah! ibu mesti akan menyeru namaku..tp x pe la..ini mmg expected coz my maid pulang ke kampung wit nenek..aish..dat day ibu tugas kn kami cuci dapur yg bau hancing n 2busuk coz dia x masuk dapur n da x masak for 1 month..bau2an itu adalah hasil tikos2 besar yg byk belakangan ini..sumpah sgt geli when me n fadhli had to remove evrythg at the back to scrub the lantai..
mcm2 ktorng jmpa..gumpalan slimy hijau(cm telur basi cmpur hingus..ewwhhh)..lipas2 mati..taik2 tikos..gosh!..ibu beli alat mencuci yg baru..pd hari yg sama gk ktorg habiskn toilet bleach n rosakkn berus lantai tuh..punye la kotor dapur tu..iye laa...time ada maid..ada la gk bnda2 yg dijaga..selepas dia pulang kampung..mcm kapal pecah!
the rest are uploaded on fb..g la check :D
i x berniat pon nk bangun sahur..coz dh la tdo kul 2.30 n i x pose pon so i dun gve a damn la kn..tetibe my phne ring..an old friend call..mmg kacau btol mamat tuh..tp x pe..so i went down to join i bu n fadhli fr sahur..tiba2 "ok diyana,aftr ibu smyg subuh i want all the dishes siap cuci"....damn! dah agak dah! ibu mesti akan menyeru namaku..tp x pe la..ini mmg expected coz my maid pulang ke kampung wit nenek..aish..dat day ibu tugas kn kami cuci dapur yg bau hancing n 2busuk coz dia x masuk dapur n da x masak for 1 month..bau2an itu adalah hasil tikos2 besar yg byk belakangan ini..sumpah sgt geli when me n fadhli had to remove evrythg at the back to scrub the lantai..
mcm2 ktorng jmpa..gumpalan slimy hijau(cm telur basi cmpur hingus..ewwhhh)..lipas2 mati..taik2 tikos..gosh!..ibu beli alat mencuci yg baru..pd hari yg sama gk ktorg habiskn toilet bleach n rosakkn berus lantai tuh..punye la kotor dapur tu..iye laa...time ada maid..ada la gk bnda2 yg dijaga..selepas dia pulang kampung..mcm kapal pecah!
the rest are uploaded on fb..g la check :D
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im at HOME!!
Thursday, September 17, 2009
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9/17/2009 10:45:00 PM
arrived home arnd maghrib time td..had a big dinner..wah! da lama x mkn kat umah wit ibu n fadhli..tiba2 i terfikir..kesian mereka2 yg br fly..esp nk raya ni..mesti mereka merindui family n umah masing2..haih..during times like dis i appreciate wat i hv nw..
sumtin happen td..agak kelakar la gk..my pak lang came to the house n brought chickens to be cooked by ibu for buka puasa at atok's tmrw..punye la byk ayam nye sampai kne angkut gne baldi..my adik ni pula bangang sgt pergi amek my baldi baju buat tadah ayam yg masih berdarah dan menitik2 airnya...EEWWWHHH! tp wat can i do? dah terjadi da pon..padahal byk je baldi dlm toilet tuh..ada yg kne sekeh pasni! aish.....
td bila masuk my room..bkk je radio..berkumandang lagu yg telah menjadi saksi cinta dianne dan faizal(sorry i x bkk lagu2 raya nih)...aih..hati ni sayu je..da la nk raya..tp x pe..bukannye i ni janda mati laki..hanya hilang boyfriend je..patah tumbuh hilang berganti... ye tak??
hehe..da byk bebel ni..mentang2 da lama x bebel on blog..ok la i nk mandi dlu pasni nk tolong isi kuih..ciao
sumtin happen td..agak kelakar la gk..my pak lang came to the house n brought chickens to be cooked by ibu for buka puasa at atok's tmrw..punye la byk ayam nye sampai kne angkut gne baldi..my adik ni pula bangang sgt pergi amek my baldi baju buat tadah ayam yg masih berdarah dan menitik2 airnya...EEWWWHHH! tp wat can i do? dah terjadi da pon..padahal byk je baldi dlm toilet tuh..ada yg kne sekeh pasni! aish.....
td bila masuk my room..bkk je radio..berkumandang lagu yg telah menjadi saksi cinta dianne dan faizal(sorry i x bkk lagu2 raya nih)...aih..hati ni sayu je..da la nk raya..tp x pe..bukannye i ni janda mati laki..hanya hilang boyfriend je..patah tumbuh hilang berganti... ye tak??
hehe..da byk bebel ni..mentang2 da lama x bebel on blog..ok la i nk mandi dlu pasni nk tolong isi kuih..ciao
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so far..
heard the new song on my blog?? best kn!..i got it when i was stalking other ppl's blog.hehe..its called 'I KNOW I KNOW I KNOW' by Tegan n Sara..last nite was like yg terpaling boring nite kot..i was so bored i had to sleep early..gilaaa! but then thnk goodness i woke up ontime to go to last math class.. chapter proBABIlity..its not easy y'know..
i cm ada byk nk blog..tp cm malas nk tulis..x pe..i'll try my best kayh
kelmarin, i went out sahur with Nik,Iqa,Fikky n Shaqel..it was my first hang out with the cheer team..gegaya perut gila lapar..tp x mkn sgt pown..byk bnda i blaja frm that 3 hrs of sahur..starting frm 3 am to 6am..at JS MAJU,cyber..muhahaha!! Fikky n Shaqel telah menjadi sifu i dlm menghisap shisha seterer mungkin..so far i da acheive penghisapan sekuat tenaga n hisap thru hidung..yg lum pass is buat huruf 'o' frm asap..hurmm..x pe nxt leh cube lg..
im going back tday..kata ibu..dia akan pick me up lunch time..sdg menunggu sambil mkn kismis(i tak puasa..hehe..x boleh la bukan x mau)
smlm MC kata gossip girl season3 dah kuar..Gorrrsshhh!!! i like nk hell2 tgk..serious..varsity life kot!! aish..harus mendapat kannya...t i minta mc dwnld la..hehe thx mc :)
Gossip girl is like a mirror of my life(ceyh perasan!) of course minus the million bucks,random sex n drugs :D
nta npe it very much relates to my life...as in my personal life..relationshp..family..gitu2 la..n i learn hw to handle things frm there too hehe..
OMG! i lupe nk say sumtin..somebdy has a crush on me!!hahha..yg ini i x tipu..serious shit!
i pon cuak coz dis guy is more to obsess than like..its not like he's stalking me..tp he's testing me with all the wrong things just to see wether i could handle it or not..psycho gila..nnt one day if i raje i tell k..hehe..ok dats all fr nw
muah..xoxo :)
i cm ada byk nk blog..tp cm malas nk tulis..x pe..i'll try my best kayh
kelmarin, i went out sahur with Nik,Iqa,Fikky n Shaqel..it was my first hang out with the cheer team..gegaya perut gila lapar..tp x mkn sgt pown..byk bnda i blaja frm that 3 hrs of sahur..starting frm 3 am to 6am..at JS MAJU,cyber..muhahaha!! Fikky n Shaqel telah menjadi sifu i dlm menghisap shisha seterer mungkin..so far i da acheive penghisapan sekuat tenaga n hisap thru hidung..yg lum pass is buat huruf 'o' frm asap..hurmm..x pe nxt leh cube lg..
im going back tday..kata ibu..dia akan pick me up lunch time..sdg menunggu sambil mkn kismis(i tak puasa..hehe..x boleh la bukan x mau)
smlm MC kata gossip girl season3 dah kuar..Gorrrsshhh!!! i like nk hell2 tgk..serious..varsity life kot!! aish..harus mendapat kannya...t i minta mc dwnld la..hehe thx mc :)
Gossip girl is like a mirror of my life(ceyh perasan!) of course minus the million bucks,random sex n drugs :D
nta npe it very much relates to my life...as in my personal life..relationshp..family..gitu2 la..n i learn hw to handle things frm there too hehe..
OMG! i lupe nk say sumtin..somebdy has a crush on me!!hahha..yg ini i x tipu..serious shit!
i pon cuak coz dis guy is more to obsess than like..its not like he's stalking me..tp he's testing me with all the wrong things just to see wether i could handle it or not..psycho gila..nnt one day if i raje i tell k..hehe..ok dats all fr nw
muah..xoxo :)
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Hello World :)
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
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9/16/2009 03:54:00 PM
its been a very long while since i last blog online..coz cara blog i skg is angkat telepon and go "Aness, u taw x..bla..bla.."..hahaa..many things happen while i distant myself away frm blogging..campus life,emosi,friends,beloved girlfriends..byk...Sha da blah g US..hope she's doin fine there..i really miss her..nw rakan i bergossip dan meluahkn perasaan is aness..
Gosh lupe nk gtau..i got my hair done..during my bday..it was a gift frm ayah..atleast i hope dia still x mara coz the outcme is ilook good..hehe..stra8kn rmbut yg berasal dr gumpalan curls yg hodoh cost ayah rm3oo++...gila right..tp x pe.i x regret..infact i love it..cume hope it to grow longer supaya bole buat iklan Sunsilk :P....
tp i malas nk upload..next time k :)
Gosh lupe nk gtau..i got my hair done..during my bday..it was a gift frm ayah..atleast i hope dia still x mara coz the outcme is ilook good..hehe..stra8kn rmbut yg berasal dr gumpalan curls yg hodoh cost ayah rm3oo++...gila right..tp x pe.i x regret..infact i love it..cume hope it to grow longer supaya bole buat iklan Sunsilk :P....
tp i malas nk upload..next time k :)
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It's my birthday
Friday, August 14, 2009
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8/14/2009 02:11:00 AM
jam menunjukkan pukul 2 pagi..and im sitting here in front of my laptop..sending tq notes thru sms n fb to my dearly beloved friends who care enuf to wish me happy birthday..but something is amiss...im still waiting,patiently..for my wish to cme true..i strongly believe it wud happen..looking at my phne constantly..for an sms dat wud brighten my whole world,or just drown me in tears..dear God please grant me dis wish for i will not wish more than dat for today..i believe..
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Im not happy.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
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8/12/2009 07:19:00 PM
Its been a rough week for me..exams..gaduh2..malas2..nangis2..kawan2..mcm2..i dunno wats wif me..its like d mistakes i did during SPM n Matrx is just a coincidence..i never learn from it..instead im doing it again..nta bila la ak nk sedar..lately i've been wanting to cry so hard for no reason, cant sleep at nite tho im tired, get emotional wit ppl arnd me, easily annoyed wit thgs my frens does..i kesian pd mereka..x pasal2 kne wat muke..i still laugh arnd them..main2 gk..but...im just not happy..
yesterday nite was electrncs exm..i came bck early to campus,sacrifising my holidays to prepare fr d exm..tp, i wasted it..hati ini mcm tiada perasaan..i suck badly during exm last nite..aftr exm i decided to go dancing with SAKTI..at least it made me fell better..i cudnt care less bout anythng dis past few days..i didnt care if i wasnt sleeping at all, i didnt care if im not eating, i didnt care if i even wake up for morng classes..my parents wud be dissapointed when they hear dis..i wish to become a better person..but i can never know when am i ready..
yesterday nite was electrncs exm..i came bck early to campus,sacrifising my holidays to prepare fr d exm..tp, i wasted it..hati ini mcm tiada perasaan..i suck badly during exm last nite..aftr exm i decided to go dancing with SAKTI..at least it made me fell better..i cudnt care less bout anythng dis past few days..i didnt care if i wasnt sleeping at all, i didnt care if im not eating, i didnt care if i even wake up for morng classes..my parents wud be dissapointed when they hear dis..i wish to become a better person..but i can never know when am i ready..
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I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS (part2)
Thursday, August 6, 2009
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8/06/2009 02:26:00 PM
Dis is a sambungan to wat happenned in part 1..it was a bright sunday morng...we opt to go to TIMES SQUARE and shppg..Sha wasnt driving so we took public trnsprt instead..carrying heavy loads(coz i x reti travel light) we stopped at KLSentral to simpan beg..nk g TS kne nek monorail..so sambil tggu sha beli tix i sat at d side posing cm model sket..hehe..to my surprise..i saw a guy who looks exactly like Faizal..i stare je dia..itu mmg Faizal! so i took d courage to walk up to him and said hi, "Hi Faizal,u watpe kat sini?" ,"Nga odw nk g jmpa Adeq kat Chow Kit".."ooo,u sihat?".."Ok je, u ngan spe ni?".."Ngan my frens"i pointed to d gurls.."Da la i da lambat nh"..he blah..just like dat..i x sempat nk ckp pape lg..as i sedar,tears were alrdy strolling down my face..tp i still tahan...tho we took d same monorail,d girls n i nek gerabak blkg skali..tp..hati perempuanku lemah..i cried,unable to hv expalanation to wtv happened just nw..my hands were trmbling..d girls tried to comfort me..i stopped crying..tp tears wont stop flowing..sampai TS i went str8 to d toilet..cried my eyeballs out!..i called mama coz i thot i needed someone to talk to..it didnt help..Sha called saying dat mereka odw to toilet..i quickly wiped my tears n betulkn my smudged eyeliner..they came n gave me hugs..they also bought me Baskin Robbin's Cookies n Cream..terus berhenti bersedih..i told them "One stupid guy wont ruin my day with my girls"..i shopped like hell..budget byk duit la sgt..haha..we had our lunch at SUBWAY..it was everyone's 1st time there..we were thrilled..
after dat we separated.Szu' had to go..so did Bee..so me,aness n sha took d KTM to MidValley to get Aness's bag..dlm KTM we met dis young chinese guy..as usual la KTM pack hel2..so we cramped ourselves kat dlm tu..d chinese guy startd a conversation..we thot d guy was sweet n thotful considering d fact dat he offered space..UNTIL!!! his hand moved to my hair..we were swearing dlm hati time tuh..but not to be rude i kept quite..he tiba2 rubbed his fingers to my arm..i da gelabah gler..sume senyap "Jangan la takut kakak..Kenapa kakak takut?" WAT THE HELL???????...dat guy was sumpah freaky..thank goodness 1 sttn je..keluar je KTM ktorg menjerit gila!..hahah..wat an experience..at Mid aness got to buy her purple bag n i got my self a new pair of bleached jeans for RM19.50 at F.O.S..happy gila i ptg tuh!!!
Despite the horror that we went thru dat day..jmpa faizal la,blur kat Subway la..and dat freak frm china town..i was so happy dat i finally got a new pair of jeans dat i've been dreming of..haihhhh
after dat we separated.Szu' had to go..so did Bee..so me,aness n sha took d KTM to MidValley to get Aness's bag..dlm KTM we met dis young chinese guy..as usual la KTM pack hel2..so we cramped ourselves kat dlm tu..d chinese guy startd a conversation..we thot d guy was sweet n thotful considering d fact dat he offered space..UNTIL!!! his hand moved to my hair..we were swearing dlm hati time tuh..but not to be rude i kept quite..he tiba2 rubbed his fingers to my arm..i da gelabah gler..sume senyap "Jangan la takut kakak..Kenapa kakak takut?" WAT THE HELL???????...dat guy was sumpah freaky..thank goodness 1 sttn je..keluar je KTM ktorg menjerit gila!..hahah..wat an experience..at Mid aness got to buy her purple bag n i got my self a new pair of bleached jeans for RM19.50 at F.O.S..happy gila i ptg tuh!!!
Despite the horror that we went thru dat day..jmpa faizal la,blur kat Subway la..and dat freak frm china town..i was so happy dat i finally got a new pair of jeans dat i've been dreming of..haihhhh
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I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS (part1)
Monday, August 3, 2009
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8/03/2009 12:06:00 AM
Had a wonderful,exciting,unexpected,quite disturbed weekend! as usual kami masih on track in celebrating Sha's last days in Malaysia..on saturday we had a small phoenix gathering in Sunway Pyramid..sje jumpa2 befre sme of us terbang sana n sini..ada adzreen,adzwin,mama,syaziee,kinok,aimie,dare,adila athirah,sha,sazu',aness,me,bee,syuque,syuque's fren,boo(spe nama ketinggalan jgn mara)..n kami jalan2.shopping2..ok la(buat muke)..im not a big fan of reunions..seeing our successful old buddies.. it kinda remind me of d mistakes i did in d past T_T..
dat nite..me,sha,aness,sazu' n bee went to NICHI yg ada 4 at kat mana nta Sha bwk..sgt excited..besar bangat cawangan itu!igt nk cr blouse n green skinny jeans tp tiada yg menarik..huhu..gumbira hati perempuan kami ini..puas ati shopping di situ..after dat we head to OLD TOWN COFFEE at Ampang makan Ipoh Chicken Hor Fun..weeeee...then grak KLCC n watch THE PROPOSAL..itu adalah 1st midnite muvie sy di KLCC..percaya x?? i nanges dlm cinema..terok x?..huhu..cnt help it..its my time of d month..plus cte tu sweet sgt..tu la cr ktorg celebrate bday Sazu' on the 2nd..dlm muvie..passing2 wishes..he3..ok2..i need to sleep nw..ada exciting story menantikn anda di I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS(part2)..nantikn...
dat nite..me,sha,aness,sazu' n bee went to NICHI yg ada 4 at kat mana nta Sha bwk..sgt excited..besar bangat cawangan itu!igt nk cr blouse n green skinny jeans tp tiada yg menarik..huhu..gumbira hati perempuan kami ini..puas ati shopping di situ..after dat we head to OLD TOWN COFFEE at Ampang makan Ipoh Chicken Hor Fun..weeeee...then grak KLCC n watch THE PROPOSAL..itu adalah 1st midnite muvie sy di KLCC..percaya x?? i nanges dlm cinema..terok x?..huhu..cnt help it..its my time of d month..plus cte tu sweet sgt..tu la cr ktorg celebrate bday Sazu' on the 2nd..dlm muvie..passing2 wishes..he3..ok2..i need to sleep nw..ada exciting story menantikn anda di I LOVE MY GIRLFRIENDS(part2)..nantikn...
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READY...OK!!!
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
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7/28/2009 08:39:00 PM
HELLO2!!...wah excited sungguh i arini..dia morng woke up late..x de mood gle nk g math..so x pg....tp x pe didnt miss anythg pn..i pakai tshrt n slacks je arini..haih...tp yg best..td ada bdak cute tolong amekkn pencil i yg jatuh..hehe..today kn adik2...1st time i g cheerleading prctce!!...seronok n menarik..ini sume gara2 support izza fadzlani n iza syafiqah...tq so much to both of u...ada la chance nk kurus cepat sket hehe...ni br balik prctce ni..terus tulis blog..excited sgt hahahha... XD
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my current obsession.
Monday, July 27, 2009
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7/27/2009 07:46:00 PM
its been a few days since i x tulis blog..sorry..
dat day(x igt bile)..i discovered a new website..bukan redtube! i tu da lama tau da..haha..i found LOOKBOOK.nu..its like facebook..tp only meant for those yg really interesred in fashion..sumpah menarik nk mati!!..i immediately fell inlove with street fashion..cantik2 belaka..most of em are major in arts..no wonder la..tp the outfits mmg cun2..im so into VINTAGE dis days..just hope i got money to shop je..dat's wat's stopping me nw..haih...
hehe my second current obsession is....ALI!!! huhu..mmg leh angau..know who ali is?? Ali ialah karikatur dlm cte KAMI..he's tall..big haired..sensitive..funny..and of course good looking..tau x pe??? ada dis one guy sibijik cm Ali..and he's in my electrncs lecture..huahua..dia pnah ckp hi kat i..tp..i ws walking fast so x pndng or respond lgsg...my lost..huu....
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i dont knw
Friday, July 24, 2009
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7/24/2009 05:10:00 AM
its 5 am..and i cnt sleep..i knw i shud be studying..but i cudnt stare at the book too long..i dun knw y..my past haunts me..i dunt knw how to describe dis..but im crying my heart out rite nw..am i scared? am i afraid? of wat?? moving on...or just the fact that im alone nw?..everything has a reason and explanation..but on my side of the story..u just dont hv one...
Mengapa pedih yg kurasa
Bila semua ku ada
Mengapa mengalir air mata
Bila tiada sebab untuknya
Mengapa hilang semuanya
Disaat ku mempercaya
Mengapa wujud cerita
Walau tidak ku karang
Mengapa ada perasaan
Walau ku tak rancang
Mengapa menunggu
Bila ia takkan datang
Mungkin ku sudah hanyut
Dengan cerita si pari2
Maaf
Silap ku mengikuti.....
Mengapa pedih yg kurasa
Bila semua ku ada
Mengapa mengalir air mata
Bila tiada sebab untuknya
Mengapa hilang semuanya
Disaat ku mempercaya
Mengapa wujud cerita
Walau tidak ku karang
Mengapa ada perasaan
Walau ku tak rancang
Mengapa menunggu
Bila ia takkan datang
Mungkin ku sudah hanyut
Dengan cerita si pari2
Maaf
Silap ku mengikuti.....
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DO NOT STUDY LAST MINUTE!
Thursday, July 23, 2009
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7/23/2009 05:41:00 PM
haih.....mlm ni ada Quiz ENGINE MATH!! aku cuak gler seyh..gosh..its like my brain is still zero! mak aih..ptg td i sent a msg to ayah
"ayah, find me a calon skg gk! i want to get married! =(''
hehe..less then 10 seconds after dat ayah called..dia pn mmbebel la pasal, hw i can do it but i underestimate myself too much..bla..bla..bla..i cm..actually my dad is quite predictable..u'll knw wat he's gonna say..boleh je if i nk save d credit and repeat his words in my version td..but having ayah to call me and worry bout me and tell me hw he believes in me, is just.....PRICELESS!..its a guilty pleasure that i like to commit..huhu..my bad ;p
"ayah, find me a calon skg gk! i want to get married! =(''
hehe..less then 10 seconds after dat ayah called..dia pn mmbebel la pasal, hw i can do it but i underestimate myself too much..bla..bla..bla..i cm..actually my dad is quite predictable..u'll knw wat he's gonna say..boleh je if i nk save d credit and repeat his words in my version td..but having ayah to call me and worry bout me and tell me hw he believes in me, is just.....PRICELESS!..its a guilty pleasure that i like to commit..huhu..my bad ;p
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Weekend
Monday, July 20, 2009
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7/20/2009 04:29:00 PM
weee....! last sat i went bck to KL..to celebrate Nik Afif's n Ainuddin Faiz's bday..afif's is on d 19th n ainud's is on d 26th..we decided to celebrate earlier before mereka smbg studies..huu~..dat saturday..Afif voluntarily belanja us tickets for HARRY POTTER and lunch at SECRET RECIPE..wah! best sgt2..it was just d three of us..geng petro yg slalu balik sama XD..we watched muvie kat PAVILLION n lunch at TIME SQUARE..i bought a solar powered plastic plant for them..comel sgt..huu..ptg tu..they decided to head to PELITA nk tgk MU lwn Malaysia..i x ske bola sgt..so i balik umah..
dat nite..i ajar ibu buat blog dia sndiri for her hampers and gifts..hehe..kelakar sgt..budget i ni pro jer..haha..arnd 2 am i insisted ibu watch PS.I LOVE U with me..i cried gila..ibu cm selamber je..tp i knew she cried at certain scenes..haih...da 3 kali tgk muvie tu pn i still nanges beriya..we slept at 4am..and i bgn lmbt gler..kul11.30am..fuuuhh..ngamok ibu coz ktorg lmbt nk visit fadhli at ALAM SHAH..huhu..took Aness along wit me since dia stay umah uncle dia..so she spent a nit at my hostel..br je balik td..hehe..best lah weekend nih =D
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I want a VITARA!
Thursday, July 16, 2009
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7/16/2009 06:21:00 PM
ini yg i ske tuuu...gooorrrrrrshh!!!..there was a day(x igt bile)....i was walking bck to hostel...then..i saw IT...IT was so handsome!!!..i immediately fell in love at first site..who knws love at first site cud be real...bila balik..i just cnt stop thinking of IT...i came to me..just like dat..in the middle of nowhere..i blurted out ''I WANT A VITARA!''...damn it feels good to say dat..d whole nite i stayed up til 4am...googling for a VITARA...i seriously want one!!..check under second hand cars..i found it...still onsale by a chinese guy...siap save gamba lg...ari u i told ayah..but he sort of..masuk telinga kanan kuar telinga kiri...haih...y wont he take me seriously??...anyways...i imagined my new car in bright red..or extremely hot purplish maroon...haihssss pure howtness!!!
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Dianne will stop man-hunting!
Monday, July 13, 2009
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7/13/2009 01:37:00 PM
Last nite i made a new resolution...im gonna stop finding love..and let it come slowly..since small i dreamt of having a fairytale love story...since i found out dat its all bulls***..i decided to turn a NEW chapter..im going single and i dun care!!..muahaha..NO more flirting..NO more checking out guys...im gonna focus more on studies..
today is my first day of repenting..im also trying to curb my appetite of swearing..during math class td..i was focused and determined..it felt really good..i finally understnd wat im learning(forgve me prof.)...and made new friends wit d nerds...cool nerds..i neglected those stares n smiles..n i was a changed person..i felt it...i was on d ground!...im gonna be a bookworm sket..da buat deal ngan gigon mlm td not to go o9 til after 11.30pm..gotta score dis 1st sem to make an impression to my parents..haihssss..LOVE THE NEW ME!!
today is my first day of repenting..im also trying to curb my appetite of swearing..during math class td..i was focused and determined..it felt really good..i finally understnd wat im learning(forgve me prof.)...and made new friends wit d nerds...cool nerds..i neglected those stares n smiles..n i was a changed person..i felt it...i was on d ground!...im gonna be a bookworm sket..da buat deal ngan gigon mlm td not to go o9 til after 11.30pm..gotta score dis 1st sem to make an impression to my parents..haihssss..LOVE THE NEW ME!!
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im hurt
Sunday, July 12, 2009
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7/12/2009 02:57:00 PM
im so hurt by their(men/boys/ guys...) immediate judgement of who i am..am i dat transparent??..and GOD has been giving me dugaan yg byk all at d same time..im taking things positive..coz the more God gives u dugaan, the more He loves u..just kelmarin, perverts tried to invade my privacy..yesterday, a jerk tricked me into one of his stupid games..
dis was yesterday's story..i went to TS to meet up wit a bunch of matrx friends..we were happ to see each other..but wat excited me was i met my crush..the one i eyed before hooking up wit faizal..he was so nice to me yesterday..paid fr my lunch n train tickets..i agree to separate wit the crowd n joined him to watch ice age tgether..my mistake was..i knew he had a gf..but he told me it wsnt going so well since they hv been into a lot of arguemnts lately..when he said dat, hati ku berbunga2..so we walked tgether smlm..talked alot..avoid matrx crowd..unexpectedly he hold my hands..smiled..my God was i dreaming????..rupenye tidak coz bila check my wallet,sy benar2 tiada duit!!..so ptg tu, he walked me bck to lrt sttn..he kissed my forehead!!!!!! OMG..OMG..OMG!!.........i almost pengsan...Ya Allah..x dpt ku halang perkara itu!..i was blushing n smiling all the way bck to cyber..tday, dis morning arnd 8 am..he texted..''Dayan, miss u!''..haihhhhhh.....suke nye hati ini.......i cm teringat zaman2 berpacaran dlu..tp i didnt reply coz ngantok sgt..at 11.00am..after bangun..i called him..niat dlm hati nk ckp sorry coz x reply msg..tp when he picked up..i x sempat ckp pe2 lg..he said "Eer..dayan i ngan awek i ni..jgn call or msg tau..t if i msg dulu baru u can reply k.."..i quickly ended the call..almost campak my phone..nasib bek i was still waras...WTF!!!...my goodness!.. mamat tu mmg x tau nk appreciate seorang perempuan lah..samapi hati dia..dia ingat i ni perempuan simpanan dia ke????....dah la eja my name salah..its D.I.A.N.N.E!!!!!!!!NOT DAYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!Ya Allah..dugaan jenis apakah ini??..i was stoned skejap..lost of words to describe hw i felt at dat moment..hanya Tuhan yg memahami isi hati ku ini.................................................................................
dis was yesterday's story..i went to TS to meet up wit a bunch of matrx friends..we were happ to see each other..but wat excited me was i met my crush..the one i eyed before hooking up wit faizal..he was so nice to me yesterday..paid fr my lunch n train tickets..i agree to separate wit the crowd n joined him to watch ice age tgether..my mistake was..i knew he had a gf..but he told me it wsnt going so well since they hv been into a lot of arguemnts lately..when he said dat, hati ku berbunga2..so we walked tgether smlm..talked alot..avoid matrx crowd..unexpectedly he hold my hands..smiled..my God was i dreaming????..rupenye tidak coz bila check my wallet,sy benar2 tiada duit!!..so ptg tu, he walked me bck to lrt sttn..he kissed my forehead!!!!!! OMG..OMG..OMG!!.........i almost pengsan...Ya Allah..x dpt ku halang perkara itu!..i was blushing n smiling all the way bck to cyber..tday, dis morning arnd 8 am..he texted..''Dayan, miss u!''..haihhhhhh.....suke nye hati ini.......i cm teringat zaman2 berpacaran dlu..tp i didnt reply coz ngantok sgt..at 11.00am..after bangun..i called him..niat dlm hati nk ckp sorry coz x reply msg..tp when he picked up..i x sempat ckp pe2 lg..he said "Eer..dayan i ngan awek i ni..jgn call or msg tau..t if i msg dulu baru u can reply k.."..i quickly ended the call..almost campak my phone..nasib bek i was still waras...WTF!!!...my goodness!.. mamat tu mmg x tau nk appreciate seorang perempuan lah..samapi hati dia..dia ingat i ni perempuan simpanan dia ke????....dah la eja my name salah..its D.I.A.N.N.E!!!!!!!!NOT DAYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!Ya Allah..dugaan jenis apakah ini??..i was stoned skejap..lost of words to describe hw i felt at dat moment..hanya Tuhan yg memahami isi hati ku ini.................................................................................
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fuck off assholes!!!
Saturday, July 11, 2009
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7/11/2009 12:45:00 AM
shit! i just dun understand guys who just have the word 'sex' on their minds...no..no..dun get me wrong i dun mind jokes abt sex..i mean its normal rite..d ones dat are not normal is when they say ''shit i feel so horny talking to u like dis''...duurhhh...WHAT THE FUCK!!!..gile pe...hv some respect larh..im a girl..n then if i say no...automatic jd ''erm..oh i bz la, gtg la..bye''..babi gle..diorg igt i ni pe..pemuas nafsu mereka?? i've got my own pride n dignity k! and ada gk yg budget dia hot n cute(mmg pn) leh lg ckp ''show me sumtin hot''...''g la tukar baju yg lagi sexy''..buzz off fuckers!!!!i may not be the angelic type but im also not satan's daughter! gosh!! im just freaking pissed rite nw!! a.khairul kata just lay it off, they are assholes..mmg pn! ASSHOLES!!
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kenapa?
Friday, July 10, 2009
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7/10/2009 01:56:00 PM
i've got questions yg sgt mencelaru fikiran ini..
kenapa guys susah sgt nk paham perempuan?
kalau permpuan tu da merajuk..pujuk lah! bukan diam kn diri tggu girl tu cool off!
kenapa org yg beriya berkenalan tetapi tiada susulan?
amek phne number,cll tengah2 mlm..tp bila jmpa wat bodo..siyal!
why do we love someone so much tp we let go ef them?
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kenapa perempuan ske sgt shopping?
Gorrrrrrssh! nmpk ini, nak, nampak itu,nk...x leh nk kawal perasaan betol..
kenapa sesetengah lelaki kene tggu perempuan approach?
depa ingt pompuan ni apa?? x gentlemen lgsg..budget pemalu la sgt, hot la sgt..sialan..
why do guys just dont get it?
senyuman berbalas mesra..rajin txtg..dicari bila perlu..x sengaja manja..durrhh...hw can girls make it more obvious?? its freaking obvious dat we da fall head over heels for u! assholes!
kenapa parents susah nk faham perbelanjaan anak?
kami bukan shopping semata2..kne hidup..makan minum..photostat..duit tol,minyak..bla..bla..
kenapa org yg kita suka x semestinye suka kita balik?
haihhssssssssssssssssssss..........................melainkn dia da ada gf
kenapa aku ni malas sgt?
ermm..x tau cne explain..pnjg sgt...malas
kenapa kita rindu org yang x rindu kita?
igt senang ke nk kawal perasaan ini...
kenapa ego lelaki ini tinggi sgt?
kalau dah rndu tu msg je la! x payah la cover2..
kenapa oleh kerana seorg jantan, persahabatan terabai?
i've seen dis happen many times..unconciously been thru it..babi
kenapa mostly lelaki hot2 gay dan perempuan cun2 lesbian?
cant u just stick to fitrah alam? kesian lelaki dan perempuan normal di luar sana..
kenapa lelaki suka perempuan hot2 ,keding n cun2 je?
kalau hensem gk x pe la kot..ni muka cm tongkang pecah..ada hati...kata cinta itu buta!
hmmmmmmmmmm....itu la yg mengganggu fikiran i skg..kenapa la i ni byk berfikir?
kenapa guys susah sgt nk paham perempuan?
kalau permpuan tu da merajuk..pujuk lah! bukan diam kn diri tggu girl tu cool off!
kenapa org yg beriya berkenalan tetapi tiada susulan?
amek phne number,cll tengah2 mlm..tp bila jmpa wat bodo..siyal!
why do we love someone so much tp we let go ef them?
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kenapa perempuan ske sgt shopping?
Gorrrrrrssh! nmpk ini, nak, nampak itu,nk...x leh nk kawal perasaan betol..
kenapa sesetengah lelaki kene tggu perempuan approach?
depa ingt pompuan ni apa?? x gentlemen lgsg..budget pemalu la sgt, hot la sgt..sialan..
why do guys just dont get it?
senyuman berbalas mesra..rajin txtg..dicari bila perlu..x sengaja manja..durrhh...hw can girls make it more obvious?? its freaking obvious dat we da fall head over heels for u! assholes!
kenapa parents susah nk faham perbelanjaan anak?
kami bukan shopping semata2..kne hidup..makan minum..photostat..duit tol,minyak..bla..bla..
kenapa org yg kita suka x semestinye suka kita balik?
haihhssssssssssssssssssss..........................melainkn dia da ada gf
kenapa aku ni malas sgt?
ermm..x tau cne explain..pnjg sgt...malas
kenapa kita rindu org yang x rindu kita?
igt senang ke nk kawal perasaan ini...
kenapa ego lelaki ini tinggi sgt?
kalau dah rndu tu msg je la! x payah la cover2..
kenapa oleh kerana seorg jantan, persahabatan terabai?
i've seen dis happen many times..unconciously been thru it..babi
kenapa mostly lelaki hot2 gay dan perempuan cun2 lesbian?
cant u just stick to fitrah alam? kesian lelaki dan perempuan normal di luar sana..
kenapa lelaki suka perempuan hot2 ,keding n cun2 je?
kalau hensem gk x pe la kot..ni muka cm tongkang pecah..ada hati...kata cinta itu buta!
hmmmmmmmmmm....itu la yg mengganggu fikiran i skg..kenapa la i ni byk berfikir?
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tolong lah dun make it worse!
Monday, July 6, 2009
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7/06/2009 04:23:00 PM
As usual i wud start my day by getting up early..go to class..blaja2..then balik..then lepak2..trying to be as bz so i cn forget all my probs..tp...........today i unexpectedlt recieved a msg fr an unknown number..it wrote "Ta mkn buah ok gk syg tp jgn lak nt mkn durian campur rmbutan lg ye syg..Luv u ta u r my evryting syg. Cnt live witout u by my side. Mis u a lot 2" .. i was like WTF????? mamat nih salah antar msg..babi..i replied saying dat dia salah num..he said sorry..tp still!!! ur sorry wont mend my broken heart! Ow My Gosh! Those are d words i've been wanting to hear n yet i recieve it frm an unknown yg tersilap hantar msg!!!...aaaaaaarrrrrrrrggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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tetibe hr ni cm photogenic
Sunday, July 5, 2009
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7/05/2009 09:29:00 PM
sumpah i love dis pics..............................!!!!!
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im not alone..im just lonely
everytime i thot i got over it..i just dont..only i make myself believe dat it is over..but its too bitter to swallow..ppl tell me i must move on..i shud n i must..only dat im still hurt..and its as if it wont go away..we cnt just erase memories..it stays..but we do have a choice..to let go is one of it..but y cant i seem to be doing so?..y is it haunting my life?..maybe its not about 'him'...but d memories i had with 'him'..i knw i da wrote a blog to burry my memories..its not working as hw it shud..there are some things i wish to only share with d special one..but i hv to keep it to myself fr nw..and its killing me not having the excitement of sharing..
dear GOD..please let me move on..please let me enjoy the sweetness of life around ppl who love n care fr me..give me the strength to deal with my past..to let go n to never look bck..
dear GOD..please let me move on..please let me enjoy the sweetness of life around ppl who love n care fr me..give me the strength to deal with my past..to let go n to never look bck..
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confused with myself or making me confuse?
Friday, July 3, 2009
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7/03/2009 06:20:00 PM
gosh! br 2 mggu start kat MMU ni i da nk gatal..haihh..btw k.ellyne once told me..one day u'll hv a guy who will stare at u d way faizal stares at his crushes..and kemasinan mulut dia sgt benar..there's dis one guy i notice..he stares..but not the freaky stare..just myGod-she's-so-beautiful stare( mak aih perasan lak ak nih..) tp seriously..we hv just started being friends..he, just like me hv just gone out of a first time relationshp..he's nice helped me thru dis loan im trying to get..tp i pn x tau..is dis right?..i mean we do not flirt or hang out tgether or wat..just chatting on ym n sometimes,if its important,he'l call..everything has a reason..loans,classes..cume during d serious biz, we sempat chat bout life,family n studies..which is considered no harm done..its just dat we both just got out of a serious relationshp..and.......if anything happens............aih ape la aku merepek nih..adoyai..i shud be moving on..but not dis fast....takot...cuak.....tp suke...gedik siyal aku nih!
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uurghhh...
tadi i got scolded by ayah.....in front of everyone!!!!!!!!!!! malu hell..the reason was coz i didnt photostat a copy of my borang MARA....aihhhhh...............feeling so fucked up rite nw!!
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let memories be barried in this blog..
Thursday, July 2, 2009
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7/02/2009 07:34:00 PM
some people say 'dun cry becoz its over but smile coz it happened' n dats exactly wat im gonna do!..tday i'll write all d fun n sweet moments i had wit him n bury it in dis post and to move on n never look bck..
i remembered the first time we met, we hvg our audition fr KAKOM..i remembered u as a great dancer..we introduced ourselves..u str8 clled me dianne..it was as if u knw me alrdy..i really wanted to b ur fren..when i see u being bullied in d lecture hall i spoke to myself ''rasa cm nk dia duk sbelah me je''..we became gud friends after dat..evry where we go it was Faizal n Dianne..we were best friends..we'd play while d lecturer is talking..and i always bck u up bila u escape class..''diyana! faizal mana??'' haih..dat was common..then one day u didnt cme for a week,,i was freakn worried..i called so many times, at last u answered..u were crying..u told me ur mom was sick..i cnt help but to feel sorrry fr u..tears strolled dwn my eyes..u asked y i was crying i said ''if u quit, i nk kawan ngan spe?''...u stopped crying n pujuk me not to cry..we ended up laughing tgether..ad lak one day pn.zuraidah clled me to her cubicle..i da cuak gle..my quiz terok sgt ke??? tau x wat she said? she asked me ''npe result faizal teruk sgt nih??'' '' mana sy tau ckgu..'' ''x pernah2 dia dpt C n D ni..dia ok x?''..gosh! i didnt knw u were so smart in Chem..u nvr told me bout ur results.. to look bck..i nvr thot we could go dis far..we were best friends..tp lama2 i just cudnt live without u..not hearing ur voice fr a day would kill me..i started to flirt wit u..u were freaked out, u bcked urself away frm me..i understood well..u werent ready..feeling confused n unsure ..u asked me y am i treating u so nice..i told u i liked u,more than just a friend..u cried..i knw y u were crying..u were scared..still hurt by ur past..after we declared ourselves as a couple..u sang me a song thru d phne UNBREAKABLE by Westlife..we officially made it our song..
after a huge one month break up due to stupid reasons...we got bck tgether..just in time fr ur bday..i took u out fr an outing..we watched our 1st mvie tgether THE INTERNATIONAL..dat was d first time u reached out to hold my hands..i was touched..our relationshp grew stronger..i still hv the imagination of staring into ur eyes..frm JJ to matrx,in the bus..i looked at u without hesitation, just to take a memory picture of u.. u had beautiful pair of eyes,batting lashes..blushed by my action..u turned away..i bought u a sweater fr ur bday..it was brown wit a checkered hood
b4 exm..ada KAKOM nye dnnr..we had a small fight..i clled u BABI..i werent mad..instead u gave me a white flower..it was vry sweet..
we used to exchange notes n posters..there was one letter u gave me b4 matrx ended..the end of the letter had a signature with words after it it says FAIZAL SAYANG DIYANA..i still keep it..
after matrx..we were apart fr one month..lastly u cme to kl fr ur interview..after ur intrvw..i insisted u datang ts coz i was there..when i saw u i shouted ur name n ran to hug u..i rindu u sgt2 time tu i wasnt thnkg..heh..on the way bck u gave me ur first kiss on d cheek in the monorail in front of my frens..i was lost of words..it was unusual..i felt so loved there was a time u spent a nite at my place..ibu wasnt feeling well so we watched Lipstick Jungle..dat nite we spend the nite in each other arms..i felt so warm n secured.. i really wanted to stay like dat frever..before i sleep i waited fr u to sleep 1st so i cn watch u sleep...dimmed lights..sweet songs by Fern..a man i was inlove with in my arms and me in his..the atmosphere was just perfect..waking up to u beside me was beyond my expectation..
we shared such wonderful memories together..i will always remember talking to u on d phne fr hours til my bills shoot up.. having great laughs when u try to cheer me up, u always had some tricks up ur sleeves to keep me frm being mad at u..ur whispers of i love u in my ears..ur hug when i cry..ur kisses when we're tgher..i wud call 8 gorgeous guys on campus but it can nvr compare it wit a 5 mins phne call wit u.. or when we eat at fast food restaurants, u wud asingkn d tomato sos fr me..it was very sweet..u wud also be my financial consultant so i wont spend too much and if i get scolded by ayah i'd call u n whine abt it.. but dat was dulu..nw i have to learn to let go..moving on might not be easy but i stil hv to go thru it..let our memories stay here as it can never vanish frm our thoughts..
all i wanted in life was to love and be loved..goodbye sweet memories
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girls weekend!!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
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7/01/2009 08:55:00 PM
last weekend, me, sha and aness had a girly girl outing..we had loads of fun..on fri nite aness spent the nite at my place..on sat morning we met sha at times square n went shopping!!..us being girls, we shopped like mad..i spent rm170 on a long cardigan,leggings,skinny jeans,a bag, t-shirts..it was really worth it..i didnt even feel guilty bout spending money(haih..kesian ayah) ..we jalan2 arnd BB...frm times square to sungei wang to Pavillion to KLCC ....mmg kurus abes..haha kidding..tp it was all shopping shopping shopping!!
on sunday pula, picked up wahie at kepong sttn,we went to IKEA ..shopping lg weh..then we go cyber, lepak at aness's crb at Seri Kembangan..we made sandwich n vegetable soup..hehe 4 new bibiks doing work..haha..we planned for a picnic in putrajaya after visiting fadhli n mirul in ALAM SHAH..while visiting them, sha told mirul dat she's going to US soon..mirul cried..they were so close to each other,ike real sibs.. if feeel sorry for mirul..he really needed someone to tke cre of him..so dat evening..me,sha,aness,wahie n ratna(aness's hsemate) went picnic infrnt of Putrajaya Mosque beside the lake..it ws awsome! byk pics taken but sha hasnt uploaded it yet..dat nit we go tgk 17AGAIN at Alamanda it was a midnite muvie..n when we got bck we were locked outside n our car inside..gila! all d doors were closed..ktorg 5 org je...we almost cried,i mean i dunno bout them but i almost cried..huhu..lastly ada cleaner bantu kami get our way in and get to the roof top to sha's car..sedeh gle..cm pe je..jalan sne jalan sini naik tangga turun balik..haih..wat an experience..i'l upload pics later k..muahxx
on sunday pula, picked up wahie at kepong sttn,we went to IKEA ..shopping lg weh..then we go cyber, lepak at aness's crb at Seri Kembangan..we made sandwich n vegetable soup..hehe 4 new bibiks doing work..haha..we planned for a picnic in putrajaya after visiting fadhli n mirul in ALAM SHAH..while visiting them, sha told mirul dat she's going to US soon..mirul cried..they were so close to each other,ike real sibs.. if feeel sorry for mirul..he really needed someone to tke cre of him..so dat evening..me,sha,aness,wahie n ratna(aness's hsemate) went picnic infrnt of Putrajaya Mosque beside the lake..it ws awsome! byk pics taken but sha hasnt uploaded it yet..dat nit we go tgk 17AGAIN at Alamanda it was a midnite muvie..n when we got bck we were locked outside n our car inside..gila! all d doors were closed..ktorg 5 org je...we almost cried,i mean i dunno bout them but i almost cried..huhu..lastly ada cleaner bantu kami get our way in and get to the roof top to sha's car..sedeh gle..cm pe je..jalan sne jalan sini naik tangga turun balik..haih..wat an experience..i'l upload pics later k..muahxx
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kasihan dia
Friday, June 26, 2009
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6/26/2009 01:36:00 AM
last 2 nites, 24th june, me,peggy,dila,kai zhi n fitri went out to see TRANSFORMERS . kai zhi n fitri bought d ticks earlier, purposely bought 5 ticks so dat danny wont join us.muahaha...the movie was at midnite ......tp d downside of the story was, our seats was in the front row!! gila.. saket pinggang, saket tengkuk, saket mata..but, despite all dat..it was a damn gud movie! i fell in love wit Optimus Prime...haihsss
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to my dear love,
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
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6/24/2009 05:32:00 PM
hi hw r u? tho i met u last sunday, it already feels like a year..gues i miss u so much..hoping u'll feel the same..dear, tho we r not tgether anymre, i hope nothing will ever change..i still want u to be my bestfriend..coz once upon a time dulu, u said u wudnt leave me..nw, u say we r not together, but u wont leave me n we cn still b friends..tp wat i dun understand y r u avoiding me? have i done anything wrong? u reject my calls, never reply my msgs..i shudnt feel anything abt that coz i knw we're history..but we r friends..and friends dun do d things u did to me..it hurts..i still cry once in a while, sometimes even think,where did i go wrong..maybe u miss ur old life..not having to worry if u'll break my heart,getting to flirt wit everyone,being urself without thinking dat u hv a gf..its ok..i understand..but wat i want u to knw is dat wat happened between us was real..i felt it from the bottom of my heart..i played every card i had..i wanted to make u happy..i'd take risks i wud take for just anyone..i let u into my world..we shared many thngs together..moments,feelings,food..kadang2 i terpikir, have i touched ur heart? made an impact to ur life?..i dun want to be like those who walk in n out of ur life..i wanted to be part of something important..tp until skarang i'll never know..u wudnt tell..i pray to GOD so u'll be a happy n gud person..esp spiritually..i like to see u smile doing the things u like..u thaught me hw to love someone who is the opposite of me in everyway..wtv it is..gud luck in ur upcoming life..i wish u all the best..jgn tnggal prayers..if dis mekes u happy, then im happy too
my love my heart r forever urs,
dianne GFF
my love my heart r forever urs,
dianne GFF
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ibu?
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
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6/23/2009 08:46:00 PM
saya rindu ibu saya.....nk ibu....
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SIREH PULANG KE GAGANG KE-5
Monday, June 22, 2009
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6/22/2009 02:39:00 PM
me wit iedafaizal n me
on friday evening 19th june, kami,dianne, jen n awi hit d road to KMPk naik kancil atas usaha jen meminjam dr rakannye..we gerak arnd 6pm since i got evening classes..to make it short lets just say we byk hilang hala tuju til we arrive Tapah arnd 10.30pm..at RnR, kami makan,smyg,lepak..then bila nk sambung perjalanan..the car smelt like metal burning..we freaked out, so we decided to stop at jen's opah's hse..we had to wait fr the mechanic lama nk mati.. so ktorg tiba di KMPk arnd 2.30am..we daftar n went to bed..
the next day 20th june, jen n awi x bangun so i joined the rest for sukaneka..gila la..ada tolak tali,where we hv to tolak instead of tarik..men bola, ikat kaki wit partner n play soccer, n galah panjang..the worst part was the ending..ktorg lawan baling tepung..tepung basah lak tu..haih..ptg was sesi SMALL TALK..i dunno wat happened coz i wasnt there(hee....) i g tgk rehearsal fr the gala nite..dat nite..guess wat i wore? kebaya! yes..budget kurus la konon..wit gold heels..i really wanted att frm 'him' dat nite..hehe..bodoh la aku nih..but wtv pn i felt pretty..dat is wat's important..dat nite ended wit ppl smiling n being happy..i enjoyed my evening..well dats the short of everything..hehe toodles~
heh..bought dis frm jusco ipoh =P
mama,me n pen
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when hearts are meant to be broken
Saturday, June 20, 2009
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6/20/2009 05:11:00 PM
i made a surprise by coming fr the alumnai gathering without early notice..it was suppose to WOW the komunities n 'him'..we reached there arnd 2am in d morning, i was so thrilled coz i'd like to meet 'him' n surprise 'him' by my presents..i made Jen stop at d hall so dat i can dash in n meet 'him'..tp i was too cuak dat i cudnt get out of the car..Jen n Awi teman me into d hall..i saw 'him' lying on d grnd having a meeting wit the commitee..i stood there like a stupid person..in his face there was a surprised reaction, but he hid it to make it not show..i felt guilty to myself for letting me bend the rules of a break-up..wat i did ws bodo..i shudnt hv went there in the 1st place..i do regret having a niat of meeting him dis weekend when i shud be having fun wit friends dat welcome my presents n wud be there fr me no matter wat..i feel really terrible rite nw.
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Adoyai....!
Friday, June 19, 2009
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6/19/2009 01:15:00 PM
haihs...aduh...gosh...mai aih...td sy g check upu..n since time spm x dpt pape, dis time they gave me UNIVERSITI TEKNIKAL MELAKA...buat electronics, major in tele...course da chantek dh, tp....................tmpt nye...aduh...teknikal? melaka?...x mungkin...jd to mke things easier, i opt to stay in MMU..tmpt chantek,course cunn,mamat handsome(huh?????)..and ayah pn said nuttin..dia kata stay je kat MMU..yeay!!
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friday..
hari ni sy pakai baju kurung merah...hehe...x ramai bdak MMU pakai bj kurung tday..x pe la..its good to see fashionistas arnd..cuci mata to get fashion tips..lol...tday aness ajak lunch, tp dia x msg lg..i thunk tday is a very big deal fr me coz.....UPU result kuar tday, i'l be seeing 'him' tday,only got 1 class tday,n flashbck,td ada bdak cute tegur..hehe..they all(kmnti bestri) dont knw where am i heading t tday..except fr shimie,i told him last nite..gosh! wat am i to do?wat am i to wear? its been 2 n a half weeks since we broke it off.. thought i was gonna be ok..but then everything i do reminds me of us..i watch the curious case of benjamin button last nite,really good movie,rare..its a bit bout hw two ppl living way diff life, n having to separate coz they're future will be disoriented if they continue..mayb 'he' does hv a reason to break up..but after dat wat 'he' said really left a scar on me..im seriously hurt..ok gtg nw, aness da panggil..later yea
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da ok da
Thursday, June 18, 2009
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6/18/2009 01:06:00 AM
td ktorg da settle evrythg da..evryone had something to say..i admit,i was acting immature when i started avoiding ******..thnk goodness our real friends came to d rescue..kai zhi,fitri,siva n ong gathered us..we expressed our feelings n forgve each other,nw we're chatting again..just got bck frm hangin out at mamak td..to be honest, i salute kai zhi for handling our meeting..he n fitri,tho crazy bunch of fellas, they knw hw to value friendshp, even me myself,i dun thnk i'd think dat much for a friend,its not easy finding friend like them,they somehw remind me a lot of komuniti,biar pn life matrx da lepas,kat uni ni im blessed with caring friends.. btw i txt 'him' td..n he replied..u knw who 'him' is?..dat wud be a new chapter of my life i hv yet to reveal.............
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Its hard to please everyone
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
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6/17/2009 04:23:00 PM
today classes x byk..met aness td, she also took a mara form fr me..had library nye test td..selmbe je angkat phne bila mama shfq cll..heh..rite nw i tak tau nk feel pe? td we had a conv between us friends,i got to knw 1 of them isnt cool wit me..i didnt notice,it was our OC yg notice..seriously i wudnt be feeling mad at someone if they didnt hurt me bad..one thg,i easily forgve n frget..tp hw am i suppose to say im sorry fr sumtin im not sure where i go wrong..i knw its easy to say 'alaa lepaskn je, say sorry n frget',..masalah nye he's d one yg embarassed me infrnt of evryone..n im suppose to say sorry????? haih..i may be writing like dis, tp in the end t sure i'l say sorry gk..i just like want to keep arguments too long, its not healthy..i may be manja n harsh tp its hw i am..i try my best not to hurt anyone,n so far i've been doin well..nta la..diff ppl hv diff say on things..its true wat kai zhi said ''we r human, dats y things like dis happen'' thx kai zhi..so maybe i'l cntct him later n settle out things..i sure hope i dun end up mencarut at him nnt..heh
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PUSH ME TO HEAVEN!
di sini sy mau kata kai zhi n fitri dah gila! mereka ajak kami peggy,vin yee, faris, danial,dila n siva tgk DRAG ME TO HELL..we just got bck frm alamnda ni..cm psycho gle..honestly i dun watch horror movies..ni dh la cte antu, at nite lak tu..at first sume cm berlagak berani..i surrendered awal2 so i got to sit beside kai zhi n peggy..they were vry protectve..evry time ada hantu they'll cover my face..haha..fitri pula asyik ambil beg tutup muka..n faris, he selubung wit his jacket even b4 the movie starts,sejuk la konon..to even go to d toilet pn i da takut skg..huhu..seriously its a good disgusting movie but i opt the end to be more exciting,instead its an anti-climax..wtv pn g la tgk if u hv d guts..muahaha...
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009
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6/16/2009 05:57:00 PM
ARGGGHHHH!!!!.....br 1st day blaja n lecturer da takutkn ktorng with percentage failure la, course susah la, dwnload itu dwn load ini..n sume org cm da ada note da..aih stress..stress..gosh! hope i can make thru dis sem... =(
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wah..
today it was our second day studying at campus..as usual my math prof. keeps on blabbing in frnt..but then,suddenly.............came in this gorgeous,tall, hot celebrity look alike into my class..if course all d girls took notice immediately..luckly saya mengawal nafsu..he sat at 1st row..i was in 2nd, i unconciously stared at him time our prof sdg mengajar(bad example)..tp of course, its just too cuci mata, i hv no intention of going further..hehe..im so looking forward to go to math lecture again...haihssss
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Komuniti Bestari
Monday, June 15, 2009
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6/15/2009 11:15:00 PM
tho im starting a new life here..i wont forget my kmpk life..matrx to some of us might mean nothing..tp to me it was a great experience..i met my real friends,my enemies and of course my first love(hehe...)..in kmpk we hv ds group called KOMUNITI BESTARI..meraka amat nock n x ngaku..hidup bersama mereka amatlah seronok..gelak tawa,tangis dikongsi bersama..ada yg kadang2 lupa daratan, tp biasala mnusia..hubungan antara kami x selalu disenangi ramai esp rakan2 masjid..seriously u cn nvr find fr
iends like them..they'll be there even when d whole world is against u..nama nye bukan shj KOMUNITI BESTARI,ttp ada juga jawatan2 yg disandang oleh ahli2 nye..WAN MUSTAZLY BIN WAN MAHMUD as papa, MUHAMAD SHAFIQ BIN SHAHRUDDIN as mama, MUHAMMAD DIN BIN IBRAHIM, MUHAMMAD HASHIMI BIN UPANDI, MOHD AMRI BIN AHMAD....and sub commitees are NUR DIYANA LAMIN, NOR ATIQAH HAMSIN n NURUL SHILA MOHD YUSOF...antara aktvti kami bersama ialah- belajar bersama
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